It Started With A Friendship #Wattys2016

Take me as I am or not at all

I woke up the next day feeling rather jet lagged from the trip before I got dressed and headed downstairs, Zak was eating breakfast and looked at me when he saw me. He pushed a plate over to the over side of him and smiled at me.

"Good morning" I said to him whilst yawning. jet lag was seriously getting the better of me. I walked over to where the coffee pot was when Zak said

"Let me do that, you sit down".

Normally I would argue as I hate being waited on but, in this case I let him carry on. I made my way over to the stool at the breakfast bar and sat down whilst Zak poured the coffee.

"How did you sleep?" he asked with his back turned to me.

I inhaled as I said

"Pretty good considering" I looked down at my hands that were resting on the marble surface of the worktop. I was still very bitter at Nick, the thought of him made me angry, yet upset at the same time, being around Zak.....yes it was awkward but I felt I could talk to him. Zak walked over to me and handed me a mug of hot coffee, boy do I need this I smiled at him as I took it from him.

I cannot deny, I definitely feel that there is chemistry between us, of the sexual kind. But I cannot think of Zak that way right now, I am too tired....well a little angry now Nick has popped into my thoughts.

"Are you ok?" Zak asked as he sat on the stool next to me, he had a concerned tone in his voice. I took a sip of the coffee and turned to him.

"thinking of nick right?" he went on to say.

Just staring into those blue eyes makes me....well makes me want him so bad.

"Yh can we change the subject please I want my mood to be a good one and Nick won't help that" I said to him. I looked down into my half filled coffee cup when I felt Zaks hand move a strand of hair from my face and tucked it behind my ear.

"You know you can talk to me right? about anything, I'm here for you", he said softly. I looked up at him, butterflies in my tummy began to form. This is ridiculous I mean, we slept together for christ sake why am I like a shy schoolgirl around him all of a sudden, was I afraid of falling for him? all I know was at this moment, I want him. I want him so bad, I want him to make me forget about my upset and anger.

Without thinking, I put down my coffee and lunged at him, kissing him deeply and passionately. Before I knew it Zak had scooped me up his hands cupping my butt and placed me onto the work surface. My legs wrapped tightly around his waist as my hands moved through his hair, oh god do I want him again!!!! I want him inside me and I know he wants it too. Zak scooped me up again, but this time it was to remove my shorts and underwear. He tore them off near anough, I'm beginning to wonder who wants who more! he pushed me back slightly and pulled my top off from over my head. Now I was completely naked and at Zaks mercy and he loved it. His moans and groans showed that, as did the bulge in his jeans.

He pulled me closet to him, and kissed me. Whilst doing so he bit my lip then went down to caress my neck, his hands all over my breasts I was in heaven right now! at that point, Zak pushed me gently back so that I was lying almost vertical.

I heard him undo his belt on his jeans and him drop it to the floor the butterflies which was forming in my stomach was getting alot bigger, was I actually nervous of what he may do well what we maybe about to do. He pulled me close to him slightly as I felt his skin on mine, I felt a sudden urge to grab onto something when I felt him slowly insert himself into me and begin to thrust. the good thing about me being layed onto his marble kitchen island is it was easy to move but he had me helt tightly anyway. His moans and groans filled his kitchen let alone mine he stopped and put out his hands from me to take hold of....he pulled me gently up so I was now sitting on his Island and my legs over the edge his lips fount my neck as he nibbled on them slightly as I placed my hands into his hair and moved them through.

He removed his lips from my neck moving onto my lips yet again biting it slightly, I took hold of him and pulled him in closer as my tongue inspected his mouth.

"Did you enjoy that" he smiled at me his blue eyes glistening.

"Well I think you know the answer to that with how much noise I made"

I smiled at him and placed my arms around the back of his neck and kissed him on the lips.

"I'm sorry I lunged at you like that before and I think we made a mess"

"Don't worry about it babe we will soon clean it up"

He passed me my clothes so I could get dressed again as he put his clothes back on then we both cleaned up.

"I have to go to work unfortunately you can stay here....or go look around town?"

"Can I stay here I may get lost" he laughed a little at my answer.

"Sure do what you like go and lounge outside if you like"

He kissed me on the cheek before he left then he locked his front door, I watched through the front window as he drove off I went upstairs and changed into my bikini grabbed my phone then went out the back. Finding a chair and sitting on it in the sun I looked at my phone when I saw I had 3 missed calls of Nick and voicemail message no doubt from him.

I sighed and played it.

"Lisa looks its me Sophia has told me where you have gone"

"Don't expect you to forgive me but let me see you when you are back"

I waited for it to end then I just deleted it and ignored it, there was no chance I was going to see him how he acted was uncalled for I need someone who will be there for me someone to be able to talk to and Nick is not that person. I just felt anger everytime now he showed his true colours that day and I had to get out of there before I did something I later regret. I got my messages up and texted Zak.

"Feel so angry again guess who has been in contact" I was not expecting a text back as I know he would be busy it was getting warm outside so I decided to get something to eat, then get changed and go for a nap then I know Zak would be back then near enough.

A few hours later......

I woke up and went downstairs and made myself some coffee then went and watched TV about a hour later Zak came home and he was joined by the others.

"I see you have made yourself at home" he smiled at me and sat next to me.

I just looked down.

He sighed "Just forget about him and what did he say?"

"He said he got told where I am and he wants to see me when I get back home"

"And are going to?"

"No what he said what he did was not right" I stood up and left the room heading upstairs and sitting on the bed a few minutes later Zak came up and knocked on.

"Can I come in?"

I nodded and just sat there as I watched him shut the door and join me on the edge of the bed. He took his hand and brushed my hair behind my ear and just looked at me.

"You know I will look after you right?"

"It it won't work it can't work"

"Wait what are you on about?"

"You think I just want to sleep with you?" he looked at me and placed his hand gently onto my chin and pushed it towards him so I was looking into his blue eyes.

"No I don't I just don't want to get hurt"

"Well if I ever hurt you you have permission to kick my ass"