It Started With A Friendship #Wattys2016

The Trip

I find myself packing my suitcase to go to Vegas, I had no idea why the hell I was doing this I was with Nick now and Zak needed to know this I guess I needed to tell him face to face so he understood. I don't know why I can't be friends with them both, I hate picking sides. But I know with whatever happened between them to I have to pick one or the other. I zipped my suitcase up and pulled it off the bed man it was heavy I had alot more stuff in it then last time.

Nick was going to drop me off at the airport he was reluctant for me to go but I think he understood why I needed to. 

"Nick is downstairs waiting for you" Sophia stood at my doorway she had that look on her face to, to say why are you even doing this I was so nervous I must admit, it had been a while since I had spoken to Zak. He had tried to get in contact with me but I just ignored it I could not have him pulling me in again. I walked down the staircase and saw Nick stood there with his hair combed to the side and his arms folded, Sophia followed me shortly after I passed Nick my suitcase and he took it off me and headed out of the front door.

"You know I hate seeing you going off on you own" I gave Sophia a strong hug after I pulled from her she wiped tears away from her eyes.

"What are you crying for you know I will be back and you can call me anytime"

"You are just so grown up now Mum and Dad would be proud"

I smiled and left before I started to cry at the thought of our parents, I got into Nick's car of course he was already sat and waiting for me he had not spoken to me since probably because he knew where i was going.

"So are you just going to ignore me then?" I asked as we drove off.

"If you are going to him yes" I felt the daggers as he said him.

"I'm going to say goodbye and tell him that's it"

"So why can't you tell him that on the phone?"

"I just can't i'm not that type of person, don't start this again"

"I'm not starting anything I'm just stating a fact" we did not speak for the rest of the journey then, looks like things are getting back to how they was the first time. We arrived at the airport and I was soon out of the car and getting my suitcase out of the trunk.

"Let me help?" I struggled to pick it up out of the trunk.

I stood there arms crossed as Nick pulled it out with ease and placed it onto the floor. He came towards me and placed his hands into mine and looked into my eyes.

"I just can't say goodbye I can't come in there i'm sorry"

Why was both him and Sophia talking like I was never going to be back on Boston it just made me worried. I kissed him goodbye he did not want to let go off me but I had to go, I fount the check in desk and waited in line and quickly got my suitcase checked in and waited at the gate although I was early, I tried to take my mind of things by placing my headphones in and playing some music when my phone pinged.

~Text From Zak~

"I have the time when you are landing see you in a few hours x"

~Fours out later~

I landed in Vegas and now the nerves was really setting in what would he do when he saw me, let alone what would I do Oh god my mind was going everywhere now at the thoughts. But I did not have time to think about it I just wanted to get my suitcase meet him then get into my hotel and that was it.

I waited in the baggage area and watched as the suitcases went around then I saw mine and grabbed it, I took a deep breathe and continued to walk to the arrivals lounge where I knew that the oner person, who I had fallen for more then I could imagine would be waiting for me at the other side of the doors and I did not event want to see him, but would I want him again once I saw him what would I even do if I did I was with Nick now and I couldn't hurt him.