I turned back to the parlour and sat close to my mother while my head is down.
"So you want me to keep repeating myself before you will take me serious right?, okay I am telling you this again and for the last time, if you like put it into action and if you like don't but don't blame me for what will happen at the end, if you don't present the person you want to marry before friday I will do the needful "
he said angrily and immediately stoop up to leave before I said
"daddy please I'm sorry but I don't have anybody that I love"I said with teary eyes
"I've told you already and I won't change my mind"
he said and left the living room, "mummy please talk to him, beg him"I said crying because I couldn't hold back my tears "you know your dad pretty well, you know how strict and serious he is and he never changes his mind when he's up to something but I will talk to him anyways, and please since you have suitors give someone a chance
"she said patting my shoulders, I nod my head as she followed him, I went back to my room coldly and took a quick bath, I then went to the kitchen to eat something even though I wasn't feeling normal but food is bae 😂.
I laid down on my bed after eating waiting for magrib time, I was thinking about my life, I don't know why my dad is like this, I don't understand why he want to get me married at this age, I mean I'm still 19 why does he keep pressurizing me about it, I'm not too old I'm still young, "maybe he's tired of me"I said in my mind as tears found their ways out of my eyes ,
I started hearing azhan so I went and made ablution and prayed.
I woke up early today because I have presentation by 7:00 am,I got ready and did my daily routine before heading to school, I didn't meet neither fatima nor zuly at the school
"I came super early "
I said as I found a sit to sit, not long fatima came before zuly came too, we did our presentations and it went good.
"What's wrong with you " zuly said to me as we were going to an empty class since we don't have another class by that time and they noticed I've not been myself since when I came
"I'm in a mess"I said "subhanallah what is it? Is it still about the marriage? "
Fatima said "yes it is and he sounded serious this time around, I don't know what to do I'm worried"I said worriedly
"don't worry in sha Allah everything will be fine but how about you talk to jamil since he loves you so much"
fatima said, "no please I don't like him we all know that he's not a good person", we talked for some time before we attended to the next class.
The day went by like that and we all went back to our houses.
