5 || My Feelings

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After Sanemi dropped Giyuu back to his house, he immediately left. He desperately needed some time to himself. With everything that was racing around in his head, Sanemi could barely focus. Everything was so confusing to him. How the hell did he fall in love in one day? How did he fall in love with Giyuu? How did he actually feel about this? Nothing made sense to him.

Unlocking the door, Sanemi plopped down on his couch. He sprawled out all his limbs and rested his eyes. 'I'm going crazy...' he frowned. Sanemi felt stupid. He felt like a disgrace. He felt disgusting. He had fallen in love with a guy, even though he had never even considered liking men. Sanemi pressed his hand onto his cheek and slapped himself. 'I'm sure that it's just a phase. This feeling will surely pass soon... After all, there's no way someone could fall in love in one day, right?' 

Suddenly, Sanemi's phone screen lit up and buzzed. He slowly reached for his phone to check who the message was from. To his misfortune, it was from Obanai.

"bro i cant believe you would like TOMIOKA out of everyone☠️☠️" the text read. Sanemi sighed as he mentally prepared himself for the conversation he was about to have.

"iguro, i dunnp what yalls problem is but I. DONT. LIKE. TOMIOKA. he is my friend anmd thats it" he (Iwontnoticeyouidiot) messaged. Obanai instantly replied to the text, as if he had been waiting his whole life for this opportunity.

"hes your friend? woww, werent u hatinf on him the other day?"

"look, me hanging out with giyuu made mw realise he isnt all that shitty. he doesnr act all high and mighty. we probs jus misunderstood him🤷" Sanemi (Iwontnoticeyouidiot) briefly explained.

"WAIT A FUCKING SECOND. DID YOU JUST CALL HIM GIYUU???!!" Obanai (IheartMitsuri) pointed out. 'OH SHIT— I ACCIDENTALLY REFERRED TO HIM BY HIS FIRST NAME! SHIT SHIT SHIT.' Sanemi panicked. He froze on the spot, not knowing what to do next.

"oh, that wad an accident lolk. i forgot formalitits" he (Iwontnoticeyouidiot) lied. It was the best excuse he could muster up within ten seconds. 

"LIARRR LMAOOOO☠️ U NEVER USR LOL! BRO IS IN LOVE WITH EMO DUDE" Obanai (IheartMitsuri) cackled. This whole situation was very amusing to him.

"I AINT IN LOVE WITH TOMIOKA, UR IN LOVE WITH A FUCKINF HYBRID WATERMELON FLAVOURED SOUR PATCH KIDA" Sanemi (Iwontnoticeyouidiot) insulted Mitsuri, Obanai's beloved girlfriend. (I do not condone calling the queen, Mitsuri, a hybrid watermelon flavoured sour patch kids.)

"MITSURI IS NOT A SOUR PATCH KID. I HOPE U DIE ALONE AND EMI DUDE GETS RUN OVER BY A CAR. U LOOK LIKE A DEFORMED MONKEY WITH THEIR DAD'S SPERM LEAKING INTO THEIE HAIR, EYEBROWLESS WHORE I BET U WANNA RIDE TOMIOKA SO HARD U BOTTOM. IM FINNA BITCH SLAO U UNTIL U CANT EVEN MAKE OUT WITH EMO DUDR" 

"IM DONE WITH U. Y CAN SUCK MY DICK U SIMP." 

"HOW BOUT YOU GO SUCK TOMIOKAS INSTEAD?"

"OH SHUT UP."

"🖕"

Sanemi scoffed one last time before exiting his and Obanai's DMs. He got up and slowly wobbled towards the bathroom. Turning the sink water on, Sanemi splashed some cold water on his face to wake himself up. "Get yourself together, Sanemi Shinazugawa!" he ridiculed himself. "I can't continue to live like this. How will I focus on figure skating if I'm constantly trying to deny my feelings? It just feels so surreal and crazy and... Ugh! This suc-"

All of a sudden, Sanemi's phone buzzed once again. 'Oh my shit, I swear if it's Iguro again, I will pull up to his house and murder this bitch.' Sanemi rolled his eyes angrily as he checked his notification centre. It was from Giyuu. 

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