The lost sister [C. Leclerc & P. Gasly]

[25] All my fault

LOUISE POV:

I went with the ambulance to the hospital with Pierre. I was crying the whole time, because that could've been me. He was just trying to help en stepped infront of me. This is not good. The ambulance worker saw me crying en stressing, while she told me to calm down.

'It will be okay girl, he didn't got shot in his head, just his arm.'

That calmed me little bit, but still. This was all my fault. If I didn't go down and forgot my phone, Charles couldn't get kidnapped and I didn't peek trough the door, the man would not see me, so Pierre would got focking shot.

It is all my fault. All my fault.

I kept telling myself that until I couldn't breath anymore. Panic attacks are so annoying. I breathed in and out real deep and tought about Charles and Arthur.

Where are they right now? Is Charles okay?

Then we arrived at the hospital and Pierre was brought into a room, where I wasn't allowed. I needed to wait and wait, but after two hours I was allowed to come to Pierre.

He was still asleep when I got in and I sat next to him. While I hold his hand, I got flashbacks from my parents. My mother died while I was holding her hand. I know it was a different situation, but it felt the same.

'Oh Pierre, this is all my fault.' I said while crying'Why would you do that for me? You just know me for two days again and you let yourself get shot instead of me. If I just didn't forgot my phone or looked in the hotelroom, you wouldn't be here. This is all my fault.' I said

'Please don't say that' Pierre suddenly said with a weak voice.

'Omg, you're awake.'

'If you didn't do what you did, Charles would probably be dead. I can't lose another best friend and you know that.' He said

'Oh Pierre, why are you so nice to me? I literally let you get shot.. and I ruined you're f1 season'

'Louise don't worry about that please! It doesn't matter, as long as we are all still here. So where are Charles and Arthur?'

CHARLES POV:

I walked towards the room with Arthur, while we both cried. We were just too afraid for what was coming. We can't loose another best friend.

'Charles I'm scared' Arthur said

Even tough I'm scared too, I will not show it to Arthur. I always be a big brother to him, even tough he is sometimes more mature then me.

'Arthur, it Will be okay. If something really bad happened. The receptionist would've told us.'

'Okay, let's go then.' Arthur said while opening the door.

We came in together when we saw Pierre sitting in the hospital bed. I sighed while a wave of worry fell down. Arthur also looked relieved.

'Are you okay Pierre?' I said

'Yeah, yeah. I'm fine. Luckily they only shot in my shoulder. I lost some blood and that's why I went out. You okay Charles?'