„Hey sweetheart". Billie said kissing me. Hey. I said. Where have you been last night? She asked. At work? I answered. You worked last morning? She asked. I told you already i need to work more. I said. Whatever. She said. Yeah, I'm gonna take a shower now, wanna join? I asked. No thank you, i had a shower earlier this morning. She said. K. I said walking in the bathroom to shower. As i came back, i saw her checking my phone. "What are you searching?" I asked. Who's Amelia? She asked. A friend. I said. Why is she texting you that she's excited for tonight? She asked. Huh? You and i have a dinner tonight. I said. Oh do we? She asked. Of course we do. I said smiling. Okay. She said. You don't have to look at my phone when I'm showering, just do it whenever you want. I said. She nodded. Okay, i'm gonna get some sleep now. I said. Baby? She asked. Yeah? I asked. I'm sorry. She said. Oh don't be sorry my love. I said. I love you. She said. I love you too baby, i'll see you when i'm awake. I said. She nodded before i closed the door to our bedroom and went to bed. I woke up a few hours later because billie screamed at someone. I just left the bedroom to look at her. Billie baby, what's wrong? I asked her. Please tell her I'm your girlfriend, she's not believing me. She said pointing at Amelia. Amelia, i told you that she's my girlfriend. I said. She can't, i'm better than her and i wouldn't date you just because you're good in bed. Amelia said. Billie immediately started to cry after she heard that. Fuck off and leave. I said before i slammed the door. "No my love, don't cry. I know it's not true. I said pulling her in a hug. "I wouldn't do that, i promise."She said. I know billie, i know. I said before i kissed her. I love you. She said quietly. I love you too. I said. Sorry i woke you up. She said giggling. It's okay love. I said. No its not, i shouldn't have screamed. She said. Baby, it's okay i promise. I said. She nodded. So, let me get dressed and then we can leave for dinner if you want to. I said. Yes baby, but can you tell me where we going? She asked. A place you love to go to. I said. We're going to your mom and eat there? She asked. I nodded softly before she kissed me. "Oh my god, thank you so much". She said smiling. I know you love her and her food. I said. But i love you more. She said. But not my food. I said. What? I love your food too. She said. Okay, whatever give me 10minutes. I said. So after i dressed like a human, we went to my mom and had dinner. "Are you both engaged yet?" My mom asked. "No, not yet". Billie said. "Syd, you haven't purposed yet?" my mom asked. She works a lot so. Billie said trying to hide her pain because i don't spend a lot time with her anymore. Yeah. I said. Didn't you wanted to quit? My mom asked. They don't let me go. I said. Oh. She said. Whatever, i have to leave now because i need to work. I said. But you came home 6h ago. She said. I know, i'm sorry my love. I promise i am. I said. Yeah whatever. She said pissed. I love you. I said before I kissed her. Love you too. She said.
-billie pov-
So she left. Again for work. How much is she home? Her mom asked. Maybe 5-6hours a day but she only sleep in this time. I said. Billie, have you already talked to her? She asked. No. I said. You're hurting and she isn't noticing anything because she thinks you know why she's working. She said. Is she working for a reason? I asked. Yeah. She said. I nodded. Talk to her. She said. I nodded.
-liv pov-
I just came home from another exhausting night at work. "Can i talk to you for a moment?" Billie asked laying on our couch. Of course love. I said. So uhm, since a few months you're working pretty much and i started to feel less connected with you since these months and it doesn't mean that i don't love you, because i love you so much and i can't do this anymore if you won't stop working. She said. Oh. I said. That's all you're saying? She asked. Billie, i fucking work my ass up for you and you want to leave me? Okay then do this but don't think i do that because i don't love you or i don't want to see you. I do that for a fucking ring okay? I said. You really do? She asked. Yeah. I said. You really want to marry me? She asked. Of course i do billie, what are you thinking. I said. But baby, you don't have to get an expensive ring for that, i would marry you with every ring. She said. Drew told me you like that ring so. I said. She made you wanting to buy it? She asked. Yeah. I said. I would never want you to buy such an expensive ring, and i would love to be your fiancé but i'll do that without expensive things because i love you. She said. I love you more. I said. No. She said. Shut up yes i do. I said. Please don't go to work later. She whispered. I don't go. I said. Thank you for listening. She said. Oh baby, of course. I said. Can you bring me some wine? She asked. Yeah wait. I said getting it. You're not drinking with me? She asked. Billie, i didn't wanted to tell you this like that but remember than we artificial insemination? I asked. It worked? Are you pregnant? She asked. I am billie. I said. Oh my god. She said crying. How long do you know? She asked. 2days, i wanted to tell you at a special day. I said. Our anniversary. She said. Yeah. I said. We're going to be mommies. She said. I nodded. Which week? She asked. 14. I said. But we have to move. We don't have a room for it fuck baby what should we do. She said. Don't panic angel, we still have my house. I said. She just nodded. Now drink you're glass of wine. I'll lay here sleeping. I said. Okay. She said. Babe? Billie asked waking me up. Hm? I asked. Are you okay? She asked. Yeah. I said. Okay. She said. Are you? I asked. Yeah. She answered. Good. I said. I love you so much. She said. I love you too baby. I said. She smiled briefly before i kissed her. I'm going to gym later okay? She asked. Baby, you don't have to ask me. I said. I know. She said. What do you want for dinner? I asked. Pasta? She asked. Sure. I said. Okay thank you. She said. Not for that, and now come cuddle with me hm? I asked. She nodded laying her head in my boobs. Do you know the gender yet? She asked. Girl. I said. Ayy. She said. Yeahh. I said. I can't wait us to be mommies. She said. I know baby, me too. I said.
