"Baby, i'm going to Alessias birthday now okay?" Billie asked me while i layed in our bed.
"Yeah, take care of you okay?"
"You too, i love you much." She kissed me.
"I love you too."
"Uhm, can you maybe get me there when i call you?"
"Yeah."
"Thank you." She left.
I just took a bath and watched some movies before Billie called me at 3am.
"Thanks getting me." She opened the car-door.
"Yeah whatever."
"Why mad?"
"Think about what you've done with Lisa."
"I-what?"
"You know what, we talk tomorrow."
"No what have i done?"
"Billie, you kissed her and then told her you broke up with me so you can do whatever you want. Thats the fuck you did."
"I-"
"You what? You're sorry?"
"I-yes."
"A few hours ago you told me you love me and now? How am i supposed to believe you?"
"Fine, yes i did kissed her and said that. But only because you don't want me anymore."
"And who told you that?"
"No one but you always hang out with Emma now."
"So you cheated because you think i'm cheating with my fucking sister?"
"She's your sister?"
"Yes and i told you that a month ago what the hell."
"I-i am sorry. I really am."
"Tell that someone else."
"Fuck."
"Yeah fuck, i'll take the couch to sleep."
"Please don't."
"I'm so done with everything."
"No, don't say that. I know i'm a fucking dumbass."
As we were home, i just went on our couch. She went in our bedroom and i heard her crying.
The next morning, i woke up because she cooked something.
"Mamas, please i'm sorry."
"I want a divorce." I told her.
"I don't want to loose you."
"You did yesterday."
"And you don't care about the baby you could have in 9months?"
"The test was negative okay? And yes, you're dead to me. You cheated and there's no excuse."
"Okay." She sobbed.
"Anything else you have to say?"
"I love you."
"Yeah, i thought you really love me. i love you too. But i can't be with someone who cheated."
"One more chance, please."
"So you can do that again?"
"No, i really don't. I haven't told you the truth yesterday."
"Another lie?"
"No, they forced me okay? I never wanted to do that. And i did that only because they wanted to release lies about you." She explained.
"I need time."
"Please, i don't want to get divorced."
"They could have released so much lies about me. I don't care about that."
"I wanted to protect you."
"It was the wrong way."
"Yeah."
"I'll sleep at Emmas place tonight." I told her.
"And that's it? You run away like i'm the bad person?"
"I told you i need time."
"Can you just tell me you love me?"
"I do love you Billie. But i don't know if i'm going to trust you again."
"I told you they forced me."
"I'll talk with Emma, she was there too."
"Uhm, she forced me too."
"She's my sister, she used to like you."
"I can't change your mind right?"
"No."
"I made your favorite food so you maybe aren't that mad anymore."
"Sweet, i'll take it with me later, thanks."
"Yeah." She nodded.
At 7pm i went to Emma and cried a lot.
"See, i was there. But i told her not to do that." Emma said as i told her what Billie said.
"What have she said?"
"That it's "just for fun" and that you won't notice anyways."
"Wow, i was close to give her a another chance."
"Maya, i say that as your sister. She's not worth it."
"We tried to have a baby."
"What?"
"The test was negative but if i don't get a baby with her, i don't want to be a mom."
"And thats okay, but are you really sure you're not pregnant?"
"Yeah,why?"
"Just asking."
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good night
mhm
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The next morning i woke up and had to run to the toilet to threw up.
"Yeah not pregnant." I heard Emma saying standing behind me.
"I'm not."
"yeah whatever. You should go home before Billie comes here."
"Probably."
"I'll see you soon."
"Mhm."
I drove home and took a bath.
"Oh sorry i didn't knew you came back." Billie said coming in the bathroom.
"Yeah whatever."
"Maya?" She questioned.
"Whats now?"
"I- you should know the truth."
"Emma told me everything."
"Oh."
"Is that true?"
"Uhm,kinda."
"Oh wow."
"I was drunk."
"No apology."
"I just tried to make you believe me all the other things because i felt bad."
"I made my decision. I want to get divorced."
"But-"
"No but, you said i won't notice anything and thats the end." I interrupted her.
"Yeah."
"And you're not sorry, you don't regret a single thing."
"I do."
"I'll pack my bags and move back to Aalyah."
"Aalyah? The one that hates me?"
"Don't be a drama queen now."
"And you're not pregnant?"
"I am not."
"Okay."
