My eyes are always searching for you

Chapter 44

"Babe?" "I love you?"

Those words! My heart fell and shattered into pieces after listening to them. I would have loved to listen to those words if Minho would have addressed them to me but they weren't for me. I hid behind the pillar so that I could get the time to overcome this shock. He walked past me smiling while I was standing by the pillar. Who is he smiling for? Me or for that girl on the phone? I have always waited for that one person for whom I'll fall head over heels but this isn't what I expected. All my fantasy world where Hero and heroine come together and live happily ever after smashed into pieces.

Is he two-timing right now? I never thought Minho would be a man who treats women as toys. Not satisfied with one huh? Let's get another.

My whole perception of Minho was crashed there like a mirror. Was I in love with Minho or the image I had created of Minho? This isn't the Minho I fell for. Why the hell was he ready to kiss me if he has someone he love? Was it just an unconscious action? Did I expect too much? Do I look like a girl who can be easily used?

I no longer want this date to continue. The bright world now changed into a black and white dull world covered with sadness. I went back to my table where Minho was standing looking here and there to find me. I walked toward him and he seemed relieved to see me. I pretended to smile as I picked up my purse from the table.

He looked at me questioningly.
I said, "I need to go Minho."

He said, "What? Where?"

How dare you question me? Who am I to you? Oh, your next target to pass your time in Japan? I want to throw my purse on his face. I was angry at the same time sad as I couldn't control my emotions. I don't want to fall in love with him! He already has a girlfriend! I'll kill you Minho! I was already darting daggers in his chest in my mind as I stared at him.

He again questioned, "where?"

I replied, "umm...
That Brown-boy...I told you about him, right? I got a call from him he is waiting for me... "

He was trying to process what I am trying to say but he looked confused.

"Let's end this here." I continued.

He looked shocked as he said, "What?"

He was hurt by what I said. It was visible in his eyes. Those brown eyes I fell for!

I wanted to take my revenge on him and this is how I took it.

His face color changed when he heard it. Why is he so shocked? Did he believe that he can have his way with me here in Japan and go back to his girlfriend in Korea? Wait Minho, that will never happen!

I picked up my purse. He seemed too surprised to even move but when I was about to leave he held my arm and stopped me.

I turned towards him and he looked sad as he said, "Why?" It feels like that's all he manages to get out.

It felt like I was breaking his heart but it was him who was playing with mine. This is it. I have to put a full stop, but right now I am too emotional. I need to calm myself down and then maybe I'll be able to face him again. But now I want to run away from him as far as I can.

My eyes were already teary with everything that has happened I don't need any more drama today.

I freed my hand from his grip as I gathered my strength and said, "Let's end this date here and go back to our lives again. I'll talk to you later. Bye."

I don't want to talk to you ever Minho! You broke my heart which loved you. I am not going to forgive you!

I walked away while Minho continued to look at me dumbfounded as he stood there motionless.

(Author's note: Pls don't kill me readers.)

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