Do I even Exist?

It Just Keeps Getting Better

I sat on my bed and stared at my phone blankly. I sat with my legs crossed on my leopard print comforter screaming into one of my pillows. I looked at my phone again that showed a picture of Luke and Mackenzie with her on his shoulders with him smiling on Instagram. I hated her so much, but yet envied her that she got to be his and I wasn't his,"yet," I whispered quietly. I laid back on my bed and breathed deeply costing my eyes trying to go to sleep so I could get to school faster and make Luke mine.
I woke up to see that my clock said 3:34 a.m. and shook my head realizing I had slept 10hours already before I had to get up for school. I got up and stumbled to my computer sitting down then starting it. I logged into Facebook looking to see newly posted stuff. I looked to see another picture of Luke and Mackenzie, but this time she was kissing his cheek. I scrolled down more and slammed my finger on the keyboard and shut off the computer upset and head back to my bed.
I woke up to the sound of my loud alarm going off and slammed my hand on to it shutting it off. I got up slowly yawning then falling onto the floor groaning. I got up up slowly and slumped to my closet to look for what I'm going to wear today. I slipped on a blue under shirt and then slipped on a grey sweater that hung down my left shoulder and slipped a grey beanie and tight blue jeans. I slipped into my bathroom and brushed my teeth while rubbing on some deodorant. I jogged past my clock which said 7:06 a.m. grabbing my keys running out the door and down the stairs to my car.
I ran down the stairs to see my mother feeding my 14months brothers Austin and Parker and gave them both kisses on the cheek and ran out the door. I jogged down yard and unlocked my red Mustang hopping in and starting it up and started to drive to school. I parked my car and slipped out the door grabbing my blue backpack and locked my door and headed towards school. I jogged to the schools auditorium where everyone waits when I saw a sobbing Mackenzie with her mascara running and then seeing Luke walking away. My eyes widened as I knew what had happened and turned away walking as she saw me and stared in disgust.