Do I even Exist?

Mixed Emotions

   I wiped my eyes and rubbed behind Wilson's ears staring at the ceiling I wondered what was wrong with me. 

I winced as my phone went off and Wilson jumped off my bed and looked to see Luke calling me.

 I cleared my throat and rushed out my door and slid down the railing and headed out my front door and sat down on my front porch swing and answered saying,"Hey, Whats up?"

"Hey whats going on my girly," as he spoke I could tell he was smirking and driving because I could hear the wind because he likes his windows rolled all the way done. 

"So where you headed Mr?" I giggled admiring my fresh cut grass and and ran my hands over the tips of my roses and daisies.

I heard him chuckle softly and say,"No where special sweetheart, just gotta run a couple of errands, just wanted to check and see how you were doing. I went to yesterday, but you never answered, what were you doing?" 

 I froze still and cleared my throat and half-way my voice kinda broke as I said,"Oh I was sleeping over at my friends Lu-...Jasmine's house for the night...nothing big, you know.: 

I rubbed my shoulder awkwardly and hoped he wouldn't get suspicious of me and question my shitty story.

 As I stood quietly in my yard waiting for his response I was looking out our door sign my father made it said "Welcome to the home of the Contelly's" I smiled and shook my head and realized he hung up.

I wasn't in the mood to call back so I headed for my door and thought I heard a car pull up, but ignored it.

I hummed quietly as I reached for the door handle and screamed loudly and kicked my feet as I felt arms wrap around waist and lift me into the air swiftly.

A huge hand cover my mouth and flipped me over its shoulders wisking me around screamed,"IT'S ME!"

My screaming lowered to a soft whimper and looked at the back of the person's head and realized it was Luke's because of his blonde hair and started punching his back screaming,"Why would you do that to me! You scared me you big..you uh.. you big dummy!"

He sent me on the ground as I pout with my arms folded and lifted up face and pulled me into him and stated,"I won't do it again,  though I can't promise" as he winked. 

"As long as you do.." mid sentence he kissed and held me tightly.

But what I didn't realize was a pink buggy driving past my house slowly....