Do I even Exist?

All For Me?

After Luke had visited my house, I tried to not make it awkward between at all. I slammed my cars door shut as I locked it after Luka had gotten out. I had to drive because he had gotten in a wreck with his jeep. I threw my bag over my shoulder and walked into the school with Luka. As I looked forward I saw Mackenzie get out of her stupid pink punch-buggy and walk beside Justin number 2 on the football team holding his hand. I snarled knowing she was dating Justin to make Luke jealous and kept walking and said," do you have a game tonight?" I looked to see Luka nodding and said,"I'll try to make it if you want," he smiled and said,"thanks, but you don't have too, you've been to like all the games," he chuckled knowing I had.
We heard"FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT!" We began walking faster and I pushed through the crowd only to see Luke fighting Kyle Keen, with Luke saying,"take it back," then lunging forward punching him in the face right in the nose. I gasped not knowing Luke would ever be that kind of guy while seeing him on top of Kyle punching him over and over. The crowd backed up seeing our principal Mrs.long yelling,"stop!!" As everyone went back to what they were doing I stood there watching her drag them to her office and seeing Luke seeing me and frown. "let's go," I said turning talking to Luka.
I sat in Mr.Ray's class looking at the empty seat where Luke normally sits and sighed sadly. I sat in Mr.Ray's class doing no work or at least pretended to do it being to sad to move. "I don't know what got into him," I said twirling my fork in my mash potatoes as my friends listened to me. I cringed my nose in disgust watching as Justin and Mackenzie kissed as she went to get her lunch he walked passed me and kneeled down because he was too tall and whispered in my ear," since Luke's not here maybe I can fill his place?" He smirked as I spat,"No,"but he spat back saying,"I wouldn't want Luke to get in another fight over a girl like you, but I can see why, you're so mysterious and its sexy." With that he walked off to meet his girlfriend and as he did I gasped as he had said that Luke getting into that fight was because of me. I thought about it all day not being able to do my work or talk to anyone at all. I grabbed my bag quickly as soon as I heard the bell ring headed straight to my car and almost zoomed off but got out forgetting I had to drive Luka.
I stood by my car door watching Luka walk over to my car and hop in. I jumped in quickly and we headed to his house and as I drove something seemed a little off with him and said,"you ok?" As we arrived at his house he shook his head and said,"I never be able to really say this but never mind," he turned and leaned and kissed me. As he kissed me my Brain was saying PULL BACK RETREAT, but somehow I sat there till he stopped and pulled back blushing,"bye, see you at my game." I got ready for the game and an hour later I'm standing in the stands wearing a red tank top and short shorts with red stripes on my cheeks holding a big ass number twelve screaming,"go Luka!!!" I felt happy but guilty doing it, but I stayed all night till the game ended and me and Luka talked over a blizzard at DQ. I texted my mother I was spending the night at Jazmines, but really Luka had invited me over. What was I doing?