Negan x reader

Yes- Chp 8

I was sat in my room, when I heard a light knock at my door.
Its been a few weeks now since me and Negan had sex for the first time. We both obviously liked each other so continued having sex. I wasnt sure if he still had sex with his other wives though. But Negan was kind to me and treated me like his girlfriend even though we never put a label on.

"Come in," I yelled.
The door opened and it was Negan.
"Hi," I grinned.
"Hey!" Negan grinned back and sat on the bed so he was next to me.
"I've got rid of my wives. They're back with there husbands and boyfriends," Negan held my hand.
"Have you slept with them since we had sex?" I asked.
"No," He shook his head.

"Listen," Negan looked into my eyes, "I really like you and I'm willing to let you stay here and be my one and only wife. We could have an actual wedding. Or week could be girlfriend and boyfriend and wait until the right time for us to have an actual wedding."
"Negan," I sighed.
"What?" Negan looked at me concerned.
"I need to go home. I need to go back to Alexandria. Then I can talk to them about you and see what we can do because you have changed," I smiled.

I crawled onto his lap and straddled him.
"I can work something out," I held his neck.
"Y/N. They dont trust me," Negan shook his head.
"And you dont trust them either. We are on the same line. Nobody is the hero and nobody is the villain in this world," I pointed out, "I'm asking for a few days to figure it out and get back to you with total acceptance or an offer."
Negan looked hesitant.
"You trust me dont you?" I asked.
Negan nodded.
"Can you trust me to do this? For us?" I looked deeply into his eyes.

I know this man now. He is not evil. He is not a villain. He is broken and needs fixing. Hes lost in the darkness and has found his light.

Then he answered, "Yes."