Negan x reader

Dont talk to me- Chp 12

Its been a week now, and I've gotten into a sort of routine. I'm never allowed to sleep over night in the cell with Negan, so as soon as I'm done eating my breakfast I go to see him. Then I go and help check all the food hasnt expired. Eat lunch. Do more odd jobs, have time to myself. Eat tea. Go see Negan and then come home to go to bed.

Rick told me straight up, I could have sex with Negan, in the cell, but if he heard Negan degrade me once, he would yell at us to stop and drag me out the cell once I'm dressed. And he has to fucking stand on guard every time I visit Negan. Its ridiculous.

Over time, people found out about me and Negan which was expected. I didnt know if Maggie knew though, because she was at hilltop. I was nervous to talk to her and she was coming home today.

When I was walking too go see Negan in the evening, I saw Maggie.
"Oh my god Maggie," I ran over to her so happy to see her.
"Dont talk to me," She didnt stop and just walked past me.
"Maggie? Whats wrong?" I asked.
She turned round and looked so mad, "Negan?! Why the fuck are you dating Negan?!"
"Maggie hes changed," I tried to point out.
"Thats not an answer!" She snapped.

"I cant help who I fall for okay?!" I yelled.
"He killed Glenn, Y/N," Maggie look at me with disbelief.
"I know, and I miss Glenn, but hes kind to me and we killed his people too. But he want to forget that so me and him can work," I sighed.
"You're falling for the villain here Y/N," Maggie walked away.
"Maggie!" I yelled at her to come back, "None of us are the villains here! We've all killed!"
She just continued to walk away.

I went to see Negan after that fight. In the last week, I had brought Negan things to make his cell more homey. Plants, nice bedsheets, some reading books, a notebook to write in and some pens. I even used Carols cookie repipe that I found in her house. Chocolate chip. They were good but I bet they weren't as good as hers.

Rick let me in and the locked it once I was inside. I closed the curtain to cover the door and walked over to Negans.
"Hi Sunshine," Negan smiled.
He was sat in front of the plants watering them.
"Hey," I sat on the bed.
"Whats wrong?" Negan came and sat next to me.

He could tell I wasn't okay. Thats so sweet.
"Maggies back and shes mad that I'm with you," I explained.
"I guess its understandable," Negan shrugged.
"Ye. I know. But she wont hear me out," I looked at Negan.

"Y/N. This is why I didnt want to come here in the first place. Nobody likes me. We're gonna have to get used to that. Okay?" Negan held onto my neck with both his hands and stroked both my cheeks.
"Okay," I nodded.
Negan leaned forward and kissed me. I put my hands on his shoulders and kissed back.