Negan x reader

Missing- Chp 16

Negans POV
I was sat at home alone. Its been ages since I've been by myself. Maybe a few weeks. Y/N was going on a run to collect supplies for a night.
I didn't like sleeping on the bed so slept on the couch instead. Sleeping in the bed without Y/N felt weird.
I tried but I didn't like it. It just reminded me of when I was without Y/N. The dark times.

That first night was alright. I was excited to see Y/N when she comes back.
I waited and I waited and I waited.
It hit the second night and Y/N should have been home.
I went to sleep hoping Y/N would show up home during the night.
She didn't.

I went to Ricks house hoping to get some answers.
When I knocked on the door, it was Daryl that answered.
"Thought you would show up eventually," Daryl stepped aside for me.
"Wheres Y/N?" I asked as I stepped in and saw Rick, Michonne, Maggie and Aaron stood round the dinner table.

I didn't get all welcoming looks. I had a feeling only Rick and Daryl accepted me and Y/N.
Rick waved me over. When I walked over, I saw a map.
"We're sending out a search party. Aaron, Daryl and you, if you're up to it," Rick offered.
"Yes!" I nodded instantly, "Of course I'm going."
"Good," Rick put a hand on my shoulder.

We left later in the day. We went to the town that we knew Y/N had gone to. It would have been quicker for us as she was stopping to explore different places.
"How do we know this isn't a fucking trap?" Aaron asked as we got out the van.
"Whats that supposed to mean?" I asked.
"This could just be a fucking trap that you set up to kill us," Aaron pointed out like it was an obvious scheme.

I looked down in disappointment, with a sigh and looked back up, "Why can't anyone but Rick and Daryl accept that I just love Y/N and that I want whats best for her."
"You love her?!" Aaron raised her voice.
"Aaron. Please shut up. We don't need any walkers," Daryl told him, "Now. You care about Y/N as a friend right? And you want her to be happy?"
"Yes," Aaron nodded.
"Good," Daryl grabbed his crossbow and started to lead us both.

We looked for hours and hours and hours.
I got even more tired and sad as the minutes past.
More thoughts came to my head. More thoughts that Y/N could be dead.
At the end of the day, we went to the roof of a building so we would be out of the way of any walkers.
"Are we going to even fucking find her?" I asked trying to hold in tears, "What if shes dead."
"No. She cant be," Daryl shook his head.

I heard the click of a gun being loaded.
"Did you guys hear that?" I asked.
"Ye," Daryl nodded.
We started to walk around the roof until I found a blanket placed over something or someone.
I held my gun in my hand and pulled off the blanket. Someone pointed there gun at me but then I realised it was Y/N.

"Negan," She dropped her gun and smiled.
I looked at her to see a wooden steak through her side.
"Oh my god! Daryl! Aaron!" I yelled.
"I thought I wouldn't see you again," Y/N grinned.
"Y/N. Come on. We need to get you home," I pulled Y/N into my arms in a bridal lift.
Daryl and Aaron rushed over and were shocked when they saw Y/N.
"Hey guys," Y/N tried to smile but was obviously tired.
"We need to get her home as soon as possible," Daryl rushed to the door.