Dani's POV
We got to my dorm room. We walked in silence. He closed the door behind us. I crossed my arms, refusing to speak. He let out a breath and began walking towards the bed. "Look. I don't like to talk about my brother. Or my family for that matter." He said."I get that. I really do. But you know all about my fucked up family. I trusted you enough to tell you." I said through my teeth. I was fuming. He sat on the bed and pulled out a cigarette lighting it up with his silver zippo.
"It's not like that." He said simply. That's all I get? I began to grow angry. He looked unamused and almost bored.
"Not like that? So what you just don't trust me enough to share your family history?"
Did he really feel like I wasn't the person he could trust? How could he love me and yet not tell me valuable information from his life. Was this how it would be? Just me finding little things randomly about him. But it wasn't little. It was massive. He had a brother. They had history."It's not about trust Dani. Don't be dramatic . You didn't tell me things because you were trusting me. You are just a train wreck and had no where else to go. You went and told the guy you were fucking, because you had no one else to talk to. Don't compare trust with what you did." He rolled his eyes.
How dare he. I felt everything crumble. I felt embarrassed. Was that how he really felt about me? Was I just a train wreck? How could he stand here and act so hypocritical. He killed for me, and now he talks about trust like it's a vague thing.
I killed for him. I did everything for him. I took the public humiliation and pain for him."Get out." I said firmly. He laid on the bed. "Just get over yourself. Say your sorry and let's fuck it out." He puffed some smoke out. I grabbed the cigarette from his hands and threw it on the floor, not caring that it burned my rug.
"Get the fuck out." I said again. He shrugged and got up. He walked out. "Once you get your shit together. Talk to me. Because you lied about meeting him. I didn't lie. I just never mentioned him." He said and slammed the door on my face.
I felt like I was about to explode. What was I? Was I just suppose to smile, fuck and be his pretty little girlfriend? Fuck him. I was a strong woman. He would not cut me down. I vowed to myself to never let anyone after my mother destroy me emotionally again. I broke that vow when the raped me. Never again. Not for a boy not for anyone.
Maybe Tom was the smarter one for being an ex member of the death eaters. I wasn't going to another meeting. I was fucking done. Let them kill me if the have to.
Mattheo's POV
I slammed the door. I can't believe she made a big deal. I didn't want to talk about Tom so I didn't. Tom steps in my life for three minutes and he blows up everything.I shouldn't have said she was a train wreck. It was cruel and wrong, but I couldn't tell her about how I am inferior to Tom either. Fuck that. She'll get over it. It's not like I hit her or hurt her physically. She was just over exaggerating.
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I made my way to breakfast and there she was all happy laughing with the guys. I went to sit next to her. She glared at me. She whispered something to Malfoy who was next to her and he moved closer to her. She was between him and Nott. "Don't want to sit next to me? Fine but your my girlfriend so don't think your attitude will be tolerated for long." I said in a low tone. Everyone in our group stilled. She laughed. "We will be together again when and if I decide to. So don't be acting all manly now." She pushed her plate and got up. "Where are you going?" I spat.
"I lost my appetite." She muttered and left.
Dani's POV
He was so annoying. Gaslighting, controlling and overall a dick! I hated him! Well not really. I loved him a lot, but I also loved myself. I walked to potions and bumped on a wall of muscle. "Um sorry." I shook my head. A family scent filled my nose, rosemary and vanilla. "Ms. Silverclaw." Tom's cat like smile greeted me. His green eyes were shaped like Mattheo's and his jaw was similar but more sharp. "Tom." I said. He grinned. "Professor Riddle please. Tom on the weekends." He winked.He was hot and annoying. "Sorry I bumped into you. I have class." I said. He nodded. "Defense Against the Dark Arts. Yes I am aware. I was actually on my way to find you. I told professor Snape your escapades last night. I told him detention was no use for a bright mind like yours. So I suggested we work on a project together. Once or twice a week for three weeks." He smirked. Was he being for real?
I crossed my arms. "I'd rather have detention. No offense." I offered. He grinned. "None taken. But I must tell you. Your actions would be penalized with expulsion. Drugs are not tolerated at Hogwarts. Not only that but also everyone else involved." He said darkly. A basic threat. He was even worse than his brother. Draco was right this morning at breakfast. He said to stay away from Tom. If Mattheo was the Devil's spawn, Tom was Satan.
"Okay fine. Where to?" I said displeased. He looked downward at the long hallway. "To my office Dani. Follow me." He said and I did. What was I getting myself into again. Every fucking time.
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The Secret Slytherin Queen
FanfictionDani Silverclaw, is the daughter of Regulus Black. She goes by her mothers maiden name to hide the truth from her peers. She's popular and social, but she has a fear of love. She'd rather stay numb than feel. It's the only way to keep her self alive...