Day 154

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I miss writing this. It was torture for me not to write for weeks. It is good thinking of keeping this. Before I was about to toss it away from the snow. I almost gave myself that one time, but Autumn gave me a little hope. She always does. She is the one helping me for a reason to live or giving me a back massage. She loves it when I rub her back and keep licking me in the face so many times. She tackles me that one time too. Right now, she's my everything and if she dies I have no reason to live at this point. Wasn't for her I'll be hurt or dead. I just need something to fight for.

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