Amara
All people resemble a glimpse of this universe.
Just like stars, moon, sun & life. Some are destined to be as great as celestial beings or some are just a pebble on the side of the road. Nobody knows what they are meant to be in the end.
I have been that pebble for a long time. I have been kicked, thrown, and sometimes been an obstacle for someone along the lines. No matter how much I tried to lift the burden, I always ended up being one. I just want to help in any way possible but I end up causing more trouble.
It sounds like I hate myself. Yes, I did but I survived. It messed up a little with my personality, but I think everyone is a little crazy from time to time. I get social anxiety and I can't talk to people at all. In fact, I hate communicating. I have also concluded that no matter who you are and how privileged, sometimes you still cry yourself to sleep.
Someone once said that "It is in your moments of decision that your destiny is shaped", did they know these moments do terrible shape-shifting leaving scars or lifetime regrets?
Decisions impact most when involved many lives. My life has been a constant dilemma of my parents being soulmates or the worst case of matchmaking. It was high time they got separated and my mom got custody. She was a superwoman my entire life. Do I love her?
Yes.
Do I want to be like her?
No. Never. Not in this lifetime.
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