.Our engine love. Evan Buckley X Reader

Chapter 11

*3MONTHS LATER*.
⚠️I don't wanna spoil it, but many things happen that might be sensitive to some⚠️

I wake up next to the man I love the most, remembering I have to go to work today. 3 months is the past month they will let me on the job, then I have to work the the office. 

Once I'm up and ready I walk out and hug Buck good morning and he feels my Belly. "Love, have you even looked. You have a bigger bump. Feel" He says 

I woke up not even realizing my belly looked a little bit bigger. But bucks obsessed with the tiny bump.

Anyways we leave for work and arrive quickly. I woke a tight shirt that says LA fire department on it, with looser work pants. I walk in to go get some breakfast and hen walks over and says, "aww, the tiny baby bump!" Yep!
I hear Athena who's here for some reason say, "come over here and show off the bump to all of us!"
I walk over and start showing it off like a model.
"I'm so excited to meet this little boy" my dad says
"NO BOBBY, ITS A GIRL" Athena says
Then it starts a big argument.
I walk down into the lockers and I feel these hands slide around me and get placed on my belly. Then I notice they're the love of my life's hands. He kisses my neck the sways with me.
"I love you y/n"
"I love you more Evan"
Then he walks around and sits on the locker room bench and pulls me in so he can hug my waist. He places his ear on my stomach and his hand on the other side.
"I can't wait to love this little us."
He says
"Me too Buckley"
" I've been thinking about it, I thought we used protection when we had sex on the hill. Cuz the time before you pulled out. And I was 3 weeks when I found out, so it had to be the hill." I say
"I have no clue, I know we used it cuz I remember it getting everywhere at the bottom of the condom." He giggles
"Oh well" I say

We get a call to head out to a downing baby. Which of course made me feel sick to my stomach, I haven't even think about things like that happening yet. We all load up and head out. Buck notices that I'm super quiet. And I just look out the window. He grabs my hand and holds it.

We arrive at the scene too see a screaming mother doing compressions to a 6 month old. My stomach sinks hearing her screams. I run over with the crew. They ask me to grab something and I can't move. My hand over my mouth and the others over my stomach. My dad signals Buck to take care of me. Buck walks up behind me and grabs me as I watch the baby sit their lifeless. We walk out to the truck and I start crying and I shake my hands out like usually do when I'm nervous or upset. "Calm down lover. Everything's okay" Buck said putting his hands up, as I pace back and forth. He grabs my hands and holds them. Then he looks in my eyes and says "everything's okay love"
I grab onto him and don't let go.
After a couple minutes of Buck calming me down, my dad walks out and says, "honey, this is your last day. I'm gonna give you maternity leave early. I can't handle the stress." He says. "I agree dad" I say hugging him.

We arrive back at the station and I talking to Buck, and then get this really sick feeling in my stomach and I run to the bathroom. I start throwing up and feel super sick. I take some medicine and try to calm down.

After about 20 min, we get called out to a fire in an apartment. Buck is the first one to go up. After a while we get the fire out and everyone's safe. We start to pick up and I head over towards Buck. Then, I hear my dad call me so I turn around to look at my dad, but then I feel something splatter on my back. I turn around to see Buck staring at me. And then he falls. I start screaming.
"BUCK"
"NO BABY"
Like bloody murder screams.
Eddie runs over and grabs me as hen and everyone else load him into the ambulance.
I start hyperventilating and I can't catch my breath. I fall to the floor not being able to catch my breath.
I grab Onto eddie and he helps me over to the ambulance.
We both get in and I grab bucks hand.
"I'm right here baby. I haven't left you. Me and your little girl are here with you."
Hen looks up, and says "GIRL?"
"Yes" I say sniffling and crying.
Then he starts coding. And I start crying more again. "Eddie, help her. Her crying like that isn't good for the baby at all." Hen says. Eddie grabs me and holds me tight.

We arrive at the hospital and they take Buck back. Wait, I tell them.
"Buck, I love you. Me and your little girl will be here waiting. I won't leave you lover. Please stay so she can be your little princess buck. Don't leave me."
I say grabbing his hand as they take him into surgery.
I fall to the floor crying. Eddie falls too grab me. My dad walks in the hospital to see me a mess on the floor. "Honey, let's go wait. Common." My dad says helping me up. Once we get in the waiting room, about 30 minutes pass and I say "dad, I have to tell you something" "yes?" He says. "Dad, I'm having a little girl." I say looking at him crying more now. My dad tears up and hugs me.  I sit between my dad and Eddie. And end up falling asleep. I wake up by Eddie shaking me. It was just me and him in the room. "Hello Eddie. Any news?" I say. "No, but y/n, you need a doctor now." He says point at my pants, there's blood.
No
No
No
No.
I start screaming. My dad and hen run in.
"What's wrong. Calm down and tell us." Hen says grabbing me. My dad sees Eddie crying and then Eddie looses it. My dad grabs eddie and walks him out.
"Y/n tell me what's wrong please"
Hen says
"Hen, somethings wrong. I think I just had a miscarriage." I start crying louder.
"no, no. Please lord no. Listen it could just be stress driven."
"No hen. Somethings wrong. I can tell."
Hen goes and gets a nurse. The nurse rushed in with a wheelchair. When she walks out with me in it.
"GOD DAMIT can someone tell me what's wrong with my daughter." Bobby says very loudly.
Hen turns around and sees chimney crying. She nods at him to tell my dad.
I hear my dad start crying down the hall way which makes me cry more.

We arrive in the room and the nurse starts examining. The rooms silent.

The nurse says.....