.Our engine love. Evan Buckley X Reader

Chapter 9

⚠Smut for a little bit of this part. Then talks about death, panic attacks and trama.⚠

While we we're headed to wherever we were going, Buck grabbed my hand and made me massage him again. After about 5 min of doing that, we reached this hill that had no light, but the moon was so bright it was bright enough. Buck got out not saying a word the entire time, grabbed a blanket and laid it out next to the tree. He grabbed my hand and started kissing me up against the tree. I knew he was ready to start the whole sex progress, but I wasn't very wet. I unbutton his pant's while kissing, but I have to pull away to make sure I got them fully unbuttoned, cuz sometimes work clothes aren't the easiest to take off. I look up after I grabbed his member out and he was smirking at me, "Ur good with this right?" He asks, "Yes of course baby." I get on my knees and start slow with my hands. Than he put's it in my mouth. "You've been teasing me wayyy to much tonight, so no easy start. After a while of me giving him head, I look up at him once and he pulls me up by my shirt, But I keep going with my hand. He asks me to take off my shirt, which I do. But, while I do it I can't keep stroking him, So I move closer and put him between my thighs, once my shirt and bra is off he start's playing with my breasts, and lays me down on the blanket. He get's on top of me and start's sucking my boobs. I grab his hair and start stroking him again. I get super turned on and I grab my shirt and tie it around his eye's. "Oh, I see you wanna play like that. Fine, show me what you got." He put's his hands behind his head and I take my pant's off but leaving my panties on. I grab his member and rub it over the lace panties. I secretly take off the panties while sucking him off and then I let him feel my opening, "Please baby, im so hard it hurt's. Help me cum" he says which turns me on so much that I just slam him into me. I don't start slow and I just start bouncing up and down. After a little bit longer of going, he has my breast in his hand and he moan's "Oh please baby, Im gonna cum, sit all the way on me, please.". So I do, I slam him all the way in me, which makes my back arch like never before. I do it three more time's then I cum all over him which then I feel the warm liquid drip out of the condom. Both of us breathing heavily, he take's off the blindfold and tries to sit up but realizes he now super sore. I fall over onto him. "Oh buck." I say. "Baby, that was so amazing. You've stunned me." he says. "Good." I say kissing him. I slowly try to pull myself off him, but it still hurt's, so he just pulls it out for me. We put our clothes back on and then lay back down.

-SMUT OVER-

Once, we get into the blanket together we check the time and realize it's 2am so we just end up star gazing for about 10 min before leaving to go home. 

"Oh my, you see that beautiful star right there!" I say

"Yes, you know how you spotted that one star out of many beautiful stars, and how something just stands out differently about it?" buck says

"Uh yeah, why?" I reply with.

"That's what I think of you." He say's with a crooked smile looking at me. 

"Awwww. That was so sweet buck." I say kissing him. 

We turn back to watch the star's and it stay's quite. After a couple minutes I get this overwhelming feeling to just say it....

Here goes nothing...

"Buck, i love you." I say looking at the stars trying not to make eye contact.

He pulls my face over, kisses me and say's, "I love you more than you will ever know."

After a while more of talking buck get's a call but ignore's it. And then another one. 

It was eddie. At such a late time? 

He picks up the phone and he hears screaming and crying. 

"Hello?" Buck says sitting up looking at me. I know there's a worried look on his face so I grab his hand and don't let go. 

"Buck, please come here. Something's wrong with dad." Chris say's crying,

"Im coming right now buddy." He says stuttering. 

Buck get's up running over to the car whilst I struggle to get up. 

He run's back over and helps me up, then get's the blanket's and put's them in the trunk. Im still struggling to walk, it hurt's so bad I start to tear up. 

"Buck please help" I say loosing it and crying. 

 "Oh my love, im so sorry" 

He picks me up and set's me in the back seat with a pillow and blanket. 

We arrive at Eddie's and the door open's up without even a knock, Chris saw us pull up. Buck run's back to Eddie's room and the door is locked. He kicks it in and see's Eddie on the floor curled up crying. Buck goes up to him and hug's him. Meanwhile I'm trying to calm chris down. But Eddie put him into full panic mode. I finally just take him to his room and lay with him to read him a book. He doesn't fall aasleep but stop's crying. We then play some video game's which help. 

Buck try's to calm Eddie down, but he's still crying. 

"Eddie, Tell me what happened. Please." Buck's a little teary seeing him crying so much to the point where hes rocking back and forth.

"She's dead. Chris's mom is dead, and I was supposed to go propose to her tonight buck, I was supposed to tell her how much I love her, I failed buck." He say's crying more.  

"no, no, no, no. Eddie you didn't know. You hear me, you couldn't have stopped this." Buck says holding him tighter. 

"Buck, will you tell chris for me please. I can't, I can't right now, But he deserves to know." 

"Yes, i'll go right now. I'll send y/n in with you. I'll tell her before too."

"thank you buck"

I hear buck walking down the hall. My heart sinks. I know something is about to be said that I won't like. Buck open's the door and asks to talk for a second. He pulls me out into the hall, and tell's me. I start crying. I didn't know her well, but Chris is like a nephew to me, and eddies like my older brother. My heart aches. And to hear the pain in buck's voice, hurt's me. 

I walk down the hall to see Eddie on the floor just crying. I walk over to him, and he looks up. 

"oh eddie." I say falling to the floor and wrapping my self around him. I wait a couple seconds to listen to buck talking to Chris when all of a sudden I hear Chris screaming no. Then Here he come's walking down the hall. 

"Dad, tell me buck's lying." Chris says

"Buddy, i'm so sorry." He says

I look at buck and he's crying. 

A couple hours later, everyone is finally calm. Chris and eddie are asleep on the couch together. I look at buck. 

"Buck come here." I say

"Buck. Hello?"

"Evan, come here right now. You're scaring me." I say.

He get's up and take's me to eddie's room. He closes the door, turn's around and looses  it. He just start balling. I run over and grab him,

"Hey, hey, hey. Evan stop blaming yourself. I know you're finding a way too. And that is  NOT okay."  I say rubbing my hands through his hair. He lays on my stomach with me leaning against the wall. And I wrap my arms around him. 

After many day's of grief Eddie looks better, So we go home and call carla too help watch eddie, and make sure he doesn't do anything dumb. 

It's been 3 weeks since I've gotten buck back to myself. 

"i'm glad we're going home. I've missed you." I say grabbing his hand. 

He looks at me and says "me too." he smiles then says we're running by the store really quick to grab food since ours is  all bad. 

I end up making my way to the pregnancy test isle. I'm late for my period.

I run up to the front of the store and quickly buy it so buck doesn't see then I get food, and check out with him. 

I'm scared. 

What if I am pregnant. 

I'm definitely not ready for it....