⚠️talk of tragic topics, and a tiny bit of smut.⚠️
2 weeks pass by and we get to go home.
I walk in the door and loose it. I fall to the floor and start crying. I see the maternity photos on the wall that me and Buck took, I see the room that was supposed to be her nursery, I see her tiny jacket that says "baby Buckley" I see her everywhere. Buck picks me up. He is my savior.
He helped me fight my battles, and I helped him.
2 years pass. And I still miss her.
We moved, to a new apartment in LA but closer to the beach. Not many things have changed in my life. Me and Buck have definitely gotten closer. I mean it took us a while to have sex again after the loss of the baby. I think about 6 months. Now we're crazy. We still work at the 118, and things are always crazy there. After the miscarriage I didn't get out of bed, eat, or do anything for 3 weeks.That was a rough patch in our life.
Let's focus on the present. Speaking of present, tonight is Christmas Eve and I definitely want some good sex. But yk, Buck says he has something planned. I'm a little nervous but who knows with that man. It's about 3pm on Christmas Eve and we leave to go on our adventure.
After many hours of driving we arrive at this cabin, not only is it snowy and amazing, but, my dad, Athena, hen and her family, Eddie, Chris, maddy, chimney, and G are all here too. We get out of the car and it's about 7pm we all great and head inside
Our cabin looks like this, btw.
We claim our rooms, which me and Buck ended up with the biggest one, we got a fireplace and everything, the only thing that sucks is everyone is gonna have to hear us. The kids actually stay in a room that's made for kids to stay here. So there's bunk beds, and games, and movies, and toys. Which that room is downstairs and all the adults is upstairs. We eat dinner and head to bed. Me and Buck walk into our room and he closes the door and kisses me. We start giggling and then I hear someone walk up to the door and pound on it. I open in and it's hen, "yes?" I say. "No sex tonight. I need sleep. Tomorrow is gonna be a crazy day. You two love birds and do it tomorrow night." She says. "Alrighty hen. Night" I say "goodnight" she says closing the door. "We gotta be quiet Buck." I say as he picks me up and kisses me. "I'll suck you off. So that way we can stay quite but still have fun" I say. He grabs my hand lowers him pants to release his hard member. And no further details needed.
I wake up, to the sound of children running up the stairs.
"Good morning my love" I say kissing his lips
He starts to wake up. "Merry Christmas lover" he says "merry Christmas. Now I better get some good sex tonight." I say "oh babe u ain't ready." He says kissing my open boob part. I get up and get my pjs back on so I'm not in a bra in front of the kids and so does he. We walk downstairs and see the kids all excited and happy. Wait, Buck, look at the roses, i say. Everyone looks at me. "Follow them love" he says, my heart starts racing. I walk into the spare room with the roses and there's a whole bunch of roses and candles everywhere, and on the bed is a dress. And on the dress there's a note. The note says
"Oh just wait, if you think this is great you can only imagine what's in store for you. Put this dress on and walk out to the main room with the tree where everyone is." I close the door and put it on and some makeup as well as curled my hair.This is your outfit. I open the door to see G in a cute little dress with maddy next to her. Maddy and G walk out with me, then I see the cameras. My heart starts racing again. I walk out to the tree to see Buck with a Christmas wrapped gift. And he's in a suit. He opens the box and pulls out a ring sized box. I start shaking. Everyone's circled around me recording. "Buck. What's going on?" I say
He gets down on one knee.
I start crying a bit from being so nervous.
"(Ur full name): we've been through hell together and somehow you haven't left my ass. You are my soulmate 100%. Now I know we've only been together for 3 years, but we've known each other for YEARS and that counts. I wish our little girl could have been here for this, but I know she's with us. I'm so nervous rn, y/n it's unreal. I can't promise everything but I can promise these things, I promise to make you smile everyday with my weird jokes and random kisses. I promise to hold your hand when you need someone to walk with through the storm. I promise to share my food with you, give you good massages and laugh at your stupid jokes. I will listen when you tell me about how horrible your day was when you come home from work. I promise to hold you in my arms when you feel like your whole world is crashing down. And you know that. Now, I know you're probably wanting to answer so I won't say much more. But you know I love you, and I would do absolutely anything in the whole world for you my love. Now, y/n will you marry me?""Oh my god Evan, yes, yes I will marry you"
I say kissing him. I'm a crying mess. That was the best thing I've every heard. "Oh Evan, your the sweetest. I love you so much" i kiss him. Everyone starts cheering and maddy is a crying mess almost just as much as me. My dad hugs me and tells me he's proud.I can't stop looking at the ring. It's beautiful. I sit in the living room while everyone went outside to play with G.
Buck comes in and sits next to me.
"What's wrong lover?" He says
"Oh nothing!!" I say smiling looking at him.
"Y/n. You think I'm dumb? I know somethings up. Tell me" he says
He placed his arm around my shoulders and I lean into him.
"These are the type of things I wish we could've done with her. Like snow, and Christmas, and us getting engaged. But no time to be sad. We're getting married!!!" I say.
"I know love. But it probably won't be long before we have another little one. And this time I won't get shot." He says looking at me
"Yeah? Do you want more soon?" I say
"Well of course I do. I want us to experience these things. But let's do it after we get married." He says
"Let's get married next month. Buck I seriously can't wait."
"Alright, we better start shopping then." He says smiling at me
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.Our engine love. Evan Buckley X Reader
Fiksi PenggemarThis is a reader X Buck. Y/n struggles with her mental health. But, her best friend Buck is always by her side. What would she do without him? Yes, she does end up in love with him. But does he love her back? I do kinda move into the relationship...