This is a reader X Buck.
Y/n struggles with her mental health. But, her best friend Buck is always by her side. What would she do without him? Yes, she does end up in love with him. But does he love her back?
I do kinda move into the relationship...
⚠️smut later in the story⚠️ I immediately started to shop for dresses and stuff like that. I have a whole Pinterest board full of my dream wedding. After about an hour of shopping it was about 12:00pm. Buck walks in and puts his arms around me from the back of the couch. He kisses my neck and say's, "let's go for a walk" I agree and we ended up walking in the snow all the way to the coffee shop. But on the way there we talked a bit. I asked him "how soon would you want a baby after we're married. I know I'm rushing all this but, we're getting older Buck. And if we don't start now, then our jobs will be harder to go on with." He grabs my hand and says "our wedding night would be a perfect night to try" I look at him and smile. "Done, our wedding night, January 25th we will try for our baby". We sit in the coffee shop and I stare at my big beautiful ring
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It looks like this. I stare deeply into his eyes. He looks back into mine. I put my hand on his face and rub his cheek. My dad calls me and says "come back to the cabin, we're watching a Christmas movie!" I agree cuz it's already 7pm and it's pretty much dark outside. On our walk back I grab bucks hand and make him stop."Buck, for my other Christmas gift, how about after the movie, we go to our room, and let's have some Christmas cuddles and sex" i say smiling. "Of course! Since you say yes, you get a extra thing tonight" he says, and whatever he means by that.
⚠️smut starts⚠️ We get back, me and Buck change into pjs and I sit on the couch with everyone. I lay on bucks stomach. The blanket was pulled up a bit more so you can see my face but his belly and below is covered. Half way through the movie I slowly move my hands down to his v-line. I trace it and get closer to his member. I start grabbing him through his pants. I stopped for about 10 mins then I felt him get hard. My chest was closest to his hard member. I look up at him and he gives an awkward look at me. I text him:
Me: so, what's going on down here Buck? B:uhh, just thinking about you. Me: about me doing what? B: I'm picturing you laying on our bed with my engagement ring on, while you take your clothes off and start pumping in and out with your beautiful hands.
I'm stunned by this text.
Me: wow, maybe I should text you more. Because there's no way you would have said that outside of this text. That really just turned me on. B: good Me: I'm picturing you watching me, then I look at how hard you are and then you start to pleasure yourself well I still do the same to me. As I watch you do that you climb over me and kiss my neck, and then lead down to the stomach, then you know what happens from there. B:please touch me rn. Me: weird response but okay
I grab him though his pants and start massaging. He starts to shit around more and more. I catch Eddie's eye and he kinda laughs. I knew he knew what was going on. Eddie then texts me and says, E: whatcha doing to Buck over there? 👀 Me: nothing, wdym? E: do you think I'm blind. He's really bad at hiding pleasure. Me: shit.
I then text Buck and say Me: Eddie caught us. We need to go to the room. B: yes please. Just follow my lead
Buck says to everyone, "guys I'm not feeling good I'm gonna go lay down." I then say "oh no, are you okay Buck? Do you need me to go with you?" He says "maybe for moral support. I'm not doing too good" My dad says "goodnight you too, and merry Christmas!" "Merry Christmas dad" I say We started walking up the stairs and I hear hen say "we all know what they were doing right?" And yes the kids are asleep so they didn't hear her say that. Eddie says "oh yeah" Chim says "keep it down a bit you too." We giggled and walked up the stairs quicker. We got in the room and he tried to kiss me. I pushed him off and grabbed his hand while walking over to the bed. I turned on the song "Run cried the crawling by Agnes Obel." And then I started to take off my clothes as he stood there. I laid right on the bed and started to run my hands over my lace panties. He took a deep breath when I did that. I then tugged on my panties and pulled them to my knees, he walked over and tried to grab them. But I told him no. So he sighed at me. I grabbed them slowly off my ankles, teasing him. "Please baby I'm so hard" he says grabbing himself through his pants. "Wait lover" I say. I stick my fingers in my mouth and run my fingers down to my breasts and lightly run them over my nipples, down my stomach to my clit. I open my legs and start to do circles around my clit. He grabs himself harder. "Don't worry baby, you can start to please yourself in a second. Just wait for them to go in." I say. He starts to groan. I slide my fingers down to my opening. I lick my fingers one more time showing off my ring and then stick them in. "Lord baby your so wet. And god that ring on your finger is killing me rn. U look so good with it on." I start going in and out. And he Immediately climbs over me. "I can't take it anymore lover" he says kissing my neck. He takes of his shirt then his pants. While he's kissing my neck I feel his hard member against my opening. I grab him and start stroking. He grabs me and he sits up against the head bored and makes me straddle him. I wrap my legs around his torso as I look deeply into his eyes. All of sudden while still looking at each other I feel his hand move from my back to grab his member and place it in me. As I sit more on it my head gets thrown back and he kisses my neck. I start to move up and down on him.
About 10 min later he's going so fast in me I can't breath. No, seriously I can't breathe. I start panicking and he doesn't see that till he realizes I let go of him. He stops. (Btw we're in a position where the girl is on the edge of the bed while he's standing). "Baby, baby, love what's wrong?" He says pulling out and helping me sit up. "I-" I try and say but im hyperventilating too much. "Hey, hey, it's okay. Love look at me." He grabs my arms. I grab my chest He throws on his pants and helps with through a robe on. He then runs out the door and hollers for hen and Eddie. They come running in. They see me and come over "hey, hey hey, it's okay." Hen says. They check my heart rate and try to calm me down. Eddie uses some of his panic attack techniques to help me. But there's no way it was a panic attack. At least that was I thought, till I calmed down. I look at Buck and get super upset. I didn't even get to help him finish. "How did this happen? Did I do something to scare you?" Buck says. "Baby no, I don't know what was happening." I say "Well from what he heard it sounds like maybe things were getting a little too heated in here, and maybe if it hit your g-spot a certain way it can make you feel that sensation where it takes over your body which can cause panic attacks. It's perfectly normal." Hen says. "Thank you guys. Sorry to wake you up" I say. They tell me it was totally okay and leave. My heads dropped and I start to feel my eyes water. I feel tears fall down my face. Surprisingly Buck hasn't come over to me yet. I look up and see him have a worried look plastered across his face. Once we make eye contact he walks over and gets on his knees. Grabs my chin and pulls me into a hug. "Buck, I'm sorry you didn't even get to finish. This was supposed to me an amazing night. We got engaged. Fuck, I'm so sorry Buck" I say crying. "Stop. Do not say sorry. Love, I had an amazing time. And we can cuddle while I finish if you want." He says "i nod yes. We take our clothes back off. He puts me in his left arm and lays me close. One of my breasts are laying on his chest so anytime he moves so does it. He puts covers over me but not him. He takes some lotion and starts stroking. He kisses me once in a while. After a lot of stroking he starts to move and do some type of body roll motion. "Use me to finish Buck. Please" I say. He grabs my breast and squeezes. He starts going super fast and looks right in my eyes as he groaning. And he finishes. I've never actually payed attention to how hot it is when he finishes. Cuz every-time he does i do too. It's just the way his cross necklace falls on his collar bone as he throws his head back and closes his eyes as he lets a moan out. It's just all so perfect. I kiss him as he breaths heavy into this kiss. "I love you" "I love you too"
(A/N: I'm so sorry for all the time jumps and not a lot of them being at the fire house, but once they get married and stuff then it will focus on the fire house and stuff. I'm so sorry again but there will be some time jumps coming ur way. I hope u still read this book!!)
