.Our engine love. Evan Buckley X Reader

Chapter 20

Things have really been so great lately! It's been 3 since the wedding and i'm so happy! We haven't tested to see if i'm pregnant yet because I haven't really felt any symptoms yet so I don't feel the need to. When the times right the time will come.

3 week update. It's now three weeks later and i'm scared to test, I know what you're thinking, "well they've only tried once". No, we've tried so many times. I haven't tested at all because what if my miscarriage messed up my chances. It's okay. Everything will be fine.

I wake Buck up for work and make him some coffee. This whole pregnancy thing has really thrown me off into a funk. I hope he doesn't notice. We head into work and I can feel him keep looking at me. He puts his hand on my thigh and says "Are you okay my love?" I reply by turning my head away and saying "I'm fine". He pulls over and grabs my hand. I look over at him with one tear running down my face. "hey, y/n whats wrong?!" He says. But I just start crying more and I start bouncing my knee. "Hold on love were only 2 min from the firehouse.".

We get there and he immediately gets out and runs over to me. He opens my door, gets on his knees and hold me. "did you take the test?" he says. I look up at him. "no, I'm to scared Buck. What if it comes back negative after all that trying. I swear last time at this time I could feel the baby." I say as I could see the pain in his eyes build
"Let's go take a test before we get called out. I'll be with you so we can get it over with an story again. I'm right here with you" he says looking at me.
I agreed and stood up with him.
We walked to the bathroom as Buck found a test. I peed in the cup then let the test sit in there. I swear I could feel my whole body shake from nerves.
Hen walks in to see me and Buck on the floor waiting. She looks at me and I look at her with a worried look. She gives me a reassuring look and walks out.

It's been 10 min. And I can't manage to pick it up. Neither and Buck. We call Hen in. She picks it up and turns her back to me to look at it.
"You're gonna wanna look at it" she says.
Buck stands up and grabs it without looking. I stand up wiping the tear off my face. He counts down. Hen pulls her phone out but I'm too distracted to notice.
3
2
1
It reads "pregnant"

My mouth falls open. I start crying and jumping with excitement. I kiss Buck and hug hen. Then just to be sure we put another one in. And it still said pregnant.
"We can't tell the firehouse yet. I want to make it a special surprise" they both agree. I walked out of that bathroom with the test in my back pocket. I bent down to put something on the truck and it fell out. Eddie picks it up for me and I don't even realize till I turn around and see him smiling with it in his hand. He starts laughing and gives me a big hug. "You better put that thing away if your trying to keep it a secret. But I'm so happy for you y/n" I smile at him. I go put the test in the car and then we get called out.
I look at buck staring at me the whole time. We get out to a major car 4 pile car wreck. I run in immediately and start trying to pull people
Out. Buck keeps checking on me and it's kind of annoying, cuz I can do my job still without hurting the baby.
"Buck I'm fine baby." You don't need to keep checking on me. He kisses me and runs back to his job.

We get home later and I secretly ordered a jacket that says "baby Buckley #2" but I also felt like that would be weird so I ordered this baby it's own baby Buckley jacket. Then I had an amazing idea. When we go on our honeymoon to Hawaii I'm gonna bring these jackets and take pregnancy photos. Yk since we announced our little girl on the beach. So I ordered my own jacket that says "mommy Buckley" and then buck and wear his and then we will hold the baby's. Omg I'm so excited now. We go to Hawaii in 3 weeks so hopefully my belly will show then. I scheduled an emergency appointment tomorrow because I should have already had more appointments by now if I got pregnant after our wedding so I called my doctors office.

We'll see how it goes.