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Chapter Nine.

***One week later***

Engfa's Pov

I just got a call from Mrs. Austin. She just told me that Charlotte was awake and didn't say anything else.
Well, probably because I hung up the call. I am happy that she finally woke up. She was in coma for this whole week.

I am already on the train station, waiting for my bus to arrive.
I will now go away from everything and just start a new life. Whether she remembers me or not doesn't matter now.
I should have gone a long time ago, but it's not too late.
I will let her be happy and healthy again. She shall not suffer for me any longer.  I will forever be unknown to her now.
I can not let her suffer anymore. If being with me affects her heath, then I will distance myself from her.
I will now go and start a new life in a new place away from everyone, away from Charlotte.
My train arrived and I looked at the town for one last time before going inside the train.

Bye Charlotte.

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Charlotte's Pov

I was dreaming of my times with Engfa.
Well, actually, they were not dreams but my forgotten memories.
I remembered everything now.
I remember Engfa now.
I remember us.
I woke up and was searching the entire room for her, but there was no sign of her. I asked my mom about her, and she called her and told her that I was now awake, but she suddenly hung up the call.
I tried calling her, but she was out of reach. The doctor told us that I was no longer ill. I was perfectly fine.
After being discharged from the hospital, I ran to her home.
I called her but she didn't answer.
Only her mom was there. I asked her where Engfa was.
She looked upset before handing me a letter.
It was for me.
"Read this, and you will know," she said, sadly.
I took it and walked away.
I was wondering why, she wasn't there with me in the hospital.
I was wondering where she was and then I realised that I was  the park that we would love spending our times together. I naturally went inside and sat on the bench and opened the letter.

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Dear Charlotte,

I don't know whether you remember me or not but thank you for all the memories we made. Even though you can't recall them, those memories will always be on my heart. I am very sorry that I was not there with you and I'm afraid that I will not be able to be around you anymore.
Me being around with you will only, ruin your health. I am sorry for all the pain I have already caused you.
I really thought that, I could help you but now I realised that I was only making it worse.

I'm deeply sorry for what happened. I will now forever go away from you and your life. I can not always make you fall for me, right ?
Maybe we were not just made for eachother that's why you kept forgetting us. But I don't blame you either.
Maybe this is a sign for us to move on in our lives and forget about eachother.
But Charlotte, I will never be able to forget you no matter what.
You were the best thing that has ever happened to my life and I was probably the worse thing to happen in your life.
Now, that I'm away
I want you to enjoy yourself.
I want you to take care of yourself for me.
I want you to be happy for me.

Please, don't you ever think you're alone as I'll always be looking at you through the moon.
Maybe it is our fate to be separated but, I would want to meet you in my destiny.
Loving you was my destiny but sadly leaving you is my fate.
I wish you nothing but happiness in your life ahead. Sorry. I love you ❤️

Bye
- Engfa Waraha

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Charlotte's Pov 

As the letter finished, I felt tears rushing through my cheeks. Was this the end for us ??
Were we destined to be separated.
I was left speechless. Engfa had left me.
She was there when I didn't remember anything and now that I remember everything, she chose to leave me.
I stared at the sky blankly.
I knew that Engfa was probably already on a new place now.
And now there was no way, I could find her.
She didn't mention where she was and I won't ask either, because I have already hurted her much.
She had to see me everyday knowing that I had forgotten everything about us and still she was there for me.
I felt very bad for her instead of feeling bad for myself. As I thought, Engfa was the victim in this story.
Poor Engfa, had suffered so much.
I am very thankful that, now I remember everything.
Now, I would also know how Engfa must've felt when she only had our memories with her and not me.
Maybe it was our fate to suffer but I'm glad that she won't suffer it alone.

I smiled at the sky and saw that the moon had already came out. I remembered that Engfa also must be looking at the moon right now, so I smiled more for Engfa.
All the best on your life ahead, love.

I wiped my tears and went home.
I came back with the diary that I had stolen from her. I haven't read it completely and neither will  I read it.
I know everything that is written in there already. I had lived the moments that she had written in the diary.
I know that reading it will only end up in me being more sad.
I dug up a hole and placed the diary with the letter inside it, then filled it with soil.
I only kept one photo of both of us smiling because I don't want to forget her.
I know that now, I'll never forget her.
Engfa has become a golden Chapter in the book of my life.
I would like to keep it that way.
Now, I'll move on in my life just like she had told me.
All the best for your life ahead, love........