That fvcking name that I used to like to hear everyday. But now.... I hate it.
‘Why am I like this? I've moved on from her right? I've already moved on’
I've moved on.
I've moved on.
I've moved on.
Or maybe not.
I came back to the classroom when the afternoon class started. I made sure this time I'll gonna do the roll call.
After Jisoo Unnie mentioned Lisa's name earlier, she didn't dare to talk about her kids anymore. She instead diverted the topic to her love life. So I discovered that she's 5 years in a relationship with her long time crush in college, Park Chaeyoung. She didn't had a chance to tell me more about them, because the bell rang.
“Good afternoon class. First of all, I wanted to apologize for not getting your names this morning. It slipped my mind, sorry. So now please do write your names on a quarter sheet of paper and hand it to me after, okay?”
“Yes Teacher”
Two hours of teaching, my time is finally over. It's their PE subject now.
“Okay class dismissed. See you tomorrow”
I was about to exit the room but I bump into something hard, chest of someone to be specific.
“Oh I'm sorry” we uttered in unison. I look up to see who I bumped with. And there...... A good-looking tall guy who was already smiling when our eyes met.
“I'm sorry, I didn't saw you coming. I was checking something in my bag, I'm sorry again”
“It's okay Ms. Beautiful. It was my fault. I shouldn't have let someone as beautiful as you to be hurt” He reply still smiling.
‘Is he flirting with me?’
“I should get going. I assume you're the PE Teacher, right?”
“Yes I am. But wait, I want to make sure you're not hurt. You bumped into my hard chest. Let me check your forehead Ms. Beaut–” I stepped back before he could touch me.
“What about the ugly ones, you just let them get hurt”
We both looked behind me when someone spoke.
“You should start your PE lesson now Mr. Flirty” I thought Ahyeon was my only savage student, but Chiquita, turns out she was too.
“Chi, go back to your seat. And let's talk tomorrow okay?” I gently said.
“Teach them now. You don't want that two to punch you right?” I giggled before finally exited the room.
“Finally!!” I leaned on my swivel chair once I enter my office. I can finally rest for a while. That's what I thought.
“Lisa and Somi”
It played in my mind again.
‘You have now your own family that you dreamed of before with me’
Back then, I couldn't imagine that you would marry someone else, let alone have a children.
But when I see the fruits that led to our separation before, it makes me happy at the same time sad.
Happy, cause you had a grown up beautiful kids who are also intelligents like you.
And sad, cause I'm not their mother. How lucky that Somi girl is. She had you and had a kids with you.
Didn't noticed I shed a tear.
‘Why can't I fully moved on from her? I thought I already was’
“Should I talk to her? To make a closure?”
“Closure?” I got startled when Jisoo suddenly popped up in front of me.
“Unnie! Don't you know how to knock too?!” I scolded her.
“Jennie Ruby Jane Kim! I knocked, not just once. You didn't heard 'cause here you are, missing someone” She said in her serious face.
“For your information, I'm not missing someone”
“Oh really? Who are you fooling at” I didn't reply so this topic won't last long. So that was I thought. “But seriously Jennie. You need that. Maybe both of you need that closure. You need to live without hatred in your heart. You need to talk to Lisa, especially to your parents”
“I'll think about that”
“Now let's go to your girlfriend, I wanna meet her and ask why she said yes to this chicken Chu” I mocked.
“Yah! you're so mean!”
After 5 minutes of walking we get inside the cafeteria. I was confused so I asked her.
“Why are we here? I thought she was at her office”
“I just got her text, saying she's hungry that's why she was here– oh and I forgot to mention, my girl can eat the whole cafeteria food” She seriously said causing me to frowned. Is she that ravenous?
I saw a woman with a blonde haired sitting at the corner and enjoying her foods. I assumed she's Jisoo's girlfriend 'cause she was the only person who had a plenty of foods on the table.
“Baby!” Jisoo called. The girl just glanced at her then continued to devour her foods.
“Did you two fights?” I can't help but ask.
“No, we're okay. It just that..... when it comes to foods, I'm just a mistress to her” She said in monotone. I laugh at her. Seriously? A Mistress?
She sat beside her girl and me across them. We fully got the girl's attention and she even offered her foods to me.
“Baby, this is my bestfriend, Jennie Kim. Jen, Park Chaeyoung, my gorgeous girlfriend” Jisoo introduces us to each other.
I shook hands with her.
We stayed at the cafeteria for hours. Talking about how they met in college.
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The first thing I did when got home is search for my Kuma. It takes me ten minutes before I found him at the back of the house, barking on something. I observed the surroundings and nothing suspicious. It just the restaurant across my house where Kuma's looking at. I picked him up and get inside.
I cooked for my dinner and eat eventually. After I washed the dishes, I took a bath then laid down on my bed after I dressed up.
For sure, tomorrow is gonna be a tiring day again.
