Don't call me by my nameAll of this is temporary
Halsey in "Bells in Santa Fe"
describing Eleanor's hopeless need to redeem her identity
In your presence I started stammering... When I stood before you I lost all self-confidence and assumed, instead, an unbounded sense of guilt. It was with this unbounded sense of guilt in mind that I once wrote of somebody, 'He feared that the shame would outlive him...' Whenever I wrote anything it was about you. What do I do but pour out the groans and laments which I was unable to release before you? Everything has been a leave-taking from you, voluntarily protracted.
The effect you had on me was the effect you could not help having. But you should stop considering it some particular malice on my part that I succumbed to that effect.
Franz Kafka in "Letter to His Father"
describing Eleanor's abusive relationship with Matis Aubert
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Eleanor's bleumarine dark-academia-inspired apartment in DC
This part will follow Eleanor's journey with the BAU within seasons 2-4 of "Criminal Minds", ending with the second incident that will feed her paranoia.
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