To Love Him|BTS FF

Chapter Nine

As I was buying stuff from the grocery store, I realised how I've absolutely nothing back home. Thanks to Jin, he helped me and had made a list in advance. I don't know what I'll do without him. "Last thing, ginger." Jin said as I widened my eyes. We are out of ginger too? Damn!

"You seem shocked. That's cute." Wait-

"H...Huh?" Jin couldn't hear me, so he kept moving ahead. I felt like my heart would explode any moment now. I felt weird when he said that. I could feel my cheeks getting red. What is happening to me..?

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Jin could drive better than me, and I'll acknowledge the fact that I'm terrible at driving. He is really smart and useful. I just can't imagine my life without him anymore. I smile at him while he kept driving. A sudden urge to hold him awakened in me. My hand slowly moves towards his arm. He looked at my hand, but looked ahead immediately.

"What are you trying to do?" He asks me. "I...I wanted to hold you." He blinked multiple times, before nodding his head. His arm lowers, as I get a hold of it. My whole body was on fire. I gulped my saliva down in embarrassment. I looked outside the window while still holding his arm.

My brain was full of the question I had asked myself.

Do I like Jin?

This is all I can think right now. Sure he is an excellent companion, but the real question is if I like him romantically? I don't know. I'm dating Jungkook, but there is always a certain disconnectivity I feel with him. Should I break up with Jungkook? Or should I make my distance with Jin? No. I won't make any distance with Jin. I guess I can talk it out with Jungkook.

I don't know man! I'm too complicated. This is absurd! I just cannot fall for a fucking robo—

"We are home." He says, undoing his seat belt. I did the same, as I got out of the car. I again held his arm tightly. For some reason, I just wanted to. It felt good. Actually very good. This is ridiculous, but I can't help it anymore.

Soon we were in front of my apartment. I immediately let go of Jin's arm. He looked at me at first, but ignored it pretty soon. Jungkook opened the door and he was bruised?!

"What the fuck happened to you?!" I asked him. He looked hesitant. It got me more worried. "Open your fucking mouth, Jungkook!" I yelled at him in anger. "C...come inside." I got inside, followed by Jin. As soon as I was inside, I saw Liam who seemed mad. I didn't know what had happened here. Did they both had an argument or something?

"So...you are dating Jungkook?" My eyes widened in shock. How did he got to know?! What the fuck I'm fucked now! "Jungkook told me everything. Don't you dare fucking lie to me!" Liam exclaimed. I was taken back by his anger. Jungkook was looking at me with an apologetic look. "How could you fuck my sister?!" Liam yelled at Jungkook.

"Promise me you won't hurt her!" Wait, what! I looked at Liam in shock, whereas both of the friends shared a hug with each other. I looked down at my feet. I don't know why, but I didn't like this. I wanted all this to stop. This isn't right...

"I...I wanna break up with Jungkook!" Silence. Nobody dared to speak up. Even both of them had stopped laughing and making plans about our wedding.

Jungkook looked at me in disbelief. "Stop joking around! This is not funny!"

"I'm serious, Jungkook. I...I'm loosing feelings for you. I don't like you anymore. I actually never did. I only liked your appearance, I couldn't like you, the real you. There are so many beautiful and eligible women out there. I'm sure you'll get your perfect match, which is certainly not me. I couldn't lie to myself anymore. I...I'm sorry."

I immediately ran outside of my house, escaping everyone. I could hear Jin calling me, telling me to stop, but I couldn't. I had guts to express my feelings to Jungkook, but I know I can't face him now. He is gonna leave in two days anyway. Maybe I can take my ass to Jimin's home. He said he is returning home today. He'll help me and save me from Jungkook, Liam, and my problems.

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"You were what?!" Jimin exclaimed in utter shock. "Yeah...I was dating my brother's best friend. And I broke up with him today." I heard Jimin sighing in relief. What..? "Why do you look so happy?" Jimin laughed. "I'm just thankful you didn't try to be a people pleaser again." Yeah sure.

"But...I think there is much bigger issue than this." I gulped my saliva down, and Jimin had sensed my hesitation. "I...I think I like...Seokjin." Jimin's eyes widened in shock. His mouth was hung open. There was silence filled in air. I was worried about how he'll react to this information, but he seemed traumatised. Damn...

"O...Oh? This is...absurd. Wow..." That's all be said before clearing his throat. "I'm not sure for now. Maybe I might be wrong." I stated awkwardly. He could see my stiffness, but he seemed mad.

"You better be, or else you know what will happen. You'll be the one who'll get hurt in the end."
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