2: I am my own worst enemy 🌧️

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Daily quote: "It's better to be single with a standard than losing yourself for approval." - idk
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What really happened with Katsuki and Uraraka. Did they do it on purpose or did they do this regularly? Was it all staged or on purpose? Maybe they didn't mean to maybe the were lost in the moment...maybe...just maybe..it was a mistake..
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Katsuki's Point of View:

Why did I get myself into this? Did I bite off more than I could chew? What is wrong with me? I had the perfect life, but I decided to ruin it. I'll admit it—I didn't want to kiss that Kirby bitch. I was just so lonely and drunk. I missed my omega. My inner alpha reacted to an omega's touch as if it were Izuku's doing. I missed him so much. I was desperate for even a slight touch that I kissed her... but the worst part is how close they are to each other.

I messed up my life for a 2-second kiss. After the kiss, we both apologized and went home, but I'm not sure how the media got hold of the pictures. I'm not even sure if Izuku wants to talk to me. What is he thinking right now? So many unanswered questions, but one thing is certain—I have to speak with him.
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Izuku's POV:

What am I going to do? I'm expecting a child from a cheating bastard. I was going to surprise him too. Should I tell him? Or should I not tell him anything? If I do tell him, he might take my baby away from me or ask for shared custody. I don't want that kind of life for my child.

I'm not going to tell him anything. I have to keep it a secret. I have to have a plan.

"Shoto, I have decided to stay here in America," I said, waiting for a response. I could tell he was surprised. "WHAT?!" Todoroki yelled out of desperation. We had been discussing what to do, and I had mentioned this before, but we never reached an agreement, so it didn't come as a surprise that he reacted that way.

"Midoriya, please give it another thought. If that's your decision, then I can't do anything about it. But please think about what happens to your mom or your friends," Todoroki urged.

"Todoroki, I'm sure! It isn't about you but about him. Please try to understand," I begged.

"Fine," he sighed, reluctantly accepting my choice.

Over two years have passed since that decision, and though I'm not proud of it, it was a sacrifice I had to make. Despite talking to Katsuki before our child was born, I ensured my belly wasn't noticeable. We settled for a divorce, and though he resisted, I managed to push the process through.

Months later, I welcomed my child. Unfortunately, he shared the same birthday as his father, born on April 20th. I wasn't thrilled about the date, but the joy of seeing my child overshadowed any concerns. I named him Haru, reflecting the time of his birth. However, I opted to give him my last name, keeping Katsuki unaware.

Now, I've decided to return to Japan. The deal for my company in America is over, and my excuse is simple: I must manage the business back in Japan. There's a rumor about Katsuki dating a model, but I've chosen not to form an opinion on such matters.

I've distanced myself from most people in Japan, maintaining connections only with close friends like Todoroki. However, my friendship with Uraraka ended when I discovered what she did. Part of me wants to speak with her, perhaps to understand her perspective, but I'm unsure if forgiveness is something I'm willing to consider.
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Katsuki's Point of View:

When Izuku filed for our divorce, I honestly didn't want to accept it. I felt as if it was wrong because honestly it was. I didn't want to give up everything I had worked with him. I wanted to move forward and move on from such a mistake. Despite asking for forgiveness and pleading for us to talk, reconciliation seemed elusive

After we settled for our divorce, I was depressed most of the time, and I still am. However, I managed to go to work and address my issues. I set my mind that I would never date anyone other than Izuku. Although it seemed impossible, I'm still holding onto the slight chance that we might actually get back together.

It has been two years since everything happened, and I still can't get over him. He's the most important part of my life, and I ruined it with him. I stalk every social media post I can find about him. In each post he's in, he seems happy, as if I was a burden holding him back and he's now set free from me.

Was I such a burden that even my own lover didn't want me?

I have attempted to end my life many times and have gone through therapy in the hope of finding a chance of hope for myself. I know I have to keep moving forward in my life, but it's hard. Every time I go to sleep, I find myself in bed with all my demons.

I need to find a way to get over him somehow. I can't get stuck in just this point in my life. But how can I? He has seen the best and worst of me, and he still loved me for it. He knew all of my flaws and attributes, yet he still chose me. Oh, how deeply I love him... I wish I could go back in time....
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... I didn't mean for this chapter to have such a sad ending but I guess it happened 🤭

Anyways thank you for reading 🤗

Anyways thank you for reading 🤗

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