Loki Laufeyson Oneshots Vol.2

No Nut November (smut)

(Y/N)= your name
(E/C)= eye colour
(H/C)= hair colour
(F/C)= favourite colour
(S/C)= skin colour

Requested by @Corneliacl1 :)

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When I took up the opportunity to join the Avengers and dedicate my life to save others, never would I have thought that it would be the equivalent to joining a class full of immature teenagers - Tony Stark specifically. It boggles my mind every time I see everyone go from 'kick ass' mode to 'childish' mode, but I suppose you can't blame them, you have to kick back and relax with every chance you get when you risk your life for a living. I wouldn't change any one of them for the world, they keep me sane and provide me with endless amusement.

The Avengers are my family, they make me feel like I finally belong in this twisted world rather than feeling like some deranged mutant with telekinetic abilities. My powers were the root to absolute chaos and destruction for the first twenty years of my life, I concealed them as much as I possibly could and buried my emotions in a deep pit to prevent any incidents that would inevitably get me thrown into the Raft for eternity; that's how I met Loki and entered a stage in my life that I never knew I'd be able to experience. Love. Pure, unadulterated, devoted love.

He was the one that taught me how to grasp control of my power and to not fear it as I have done all my life, he taught me to embrace it and use it to my advantage. Loki was the one who made me feel like I had finally found a permanent home, he comforted me, mentored me, kept me company, reassured me, cared for me and loved me. Our daily training sessions together ultimately led to an affectionate relationship, both of us have been starved of intimacy our entire lives so we naturally became reliant on each other for affection and said intimacy - not that I have ever complained or ever will.

His touch alone feels like a soothing warmth against my skin, ridding my mind of any plaguing thoughts and easing the tension in my muscles instantly. Having his arms wrapped around me felt like my safe space, where I felt most comforted and secure, it's such a serene feeling every time Loki embraces me and holds me close to his chest because the embrace alone shows me the utter love and adoration Loki feels towards me without the use of words. It's like they always say: 'actions speak louder than words' and I never stood by that statement until destiny brought me to my love.

His voice is my source of light, the deep, sensual sound always lingered in my ears and felt like my favourite record on repeat. It could easily send me to sleep if Loki drifted into one of his rants about whatever is running through his mind, it's one of the many things he always teases me about if he catches me mindlessly gazing up at him. But his lips on mine beats every other competitor, bliss erupted each and every time the two puzzle pieces came together. Oxytocin overloaded my body along with the sheer euphoria that came with the affectionate intimacy, I'll never get used to the sensation of his lips moving against mine for as long as I'll live. I'm shamelessly addicted to him.

I'll forever be grateful for the life I was fated to live, it gave me my family of misfits and a literal God as my eternal lover. Yes, we may argue and bicker at times, but that is what makes my bond with everyone stronger in the end. I'll always love them and their immature tendencies, my life would be blander than an uncultured mother's chicken dinner if none of them embraced their inner childishness every now and then. However, there are moments that make me want to jump off of the Statue of Liberty; it just so happens that I'm having to endure one of those moments right now - albeit not alone, what kind of girlfriend would I be if I didn't force Loki to endure this too?

"Alright kids, gather 'round, gather 'round." Tony ushered everyone to sit on the couches in the living quarters of the Avenger's compound, undoubtedly itching to share his newfound idea with us.