The understandable pieces

Nathen - Chapter 4

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Here I am with my best friends sister who turned out to be my biggest enemy.

I never thought that she would come over.

Valarie is one of the biggest pain in my ass. Sometimes I just wish I could punch her through the stomach.

She would never understand what pain really is until she feels it.

I have felt it.. multiple times..

I was on my way through the guest room with Valarie.

We were both silent until she broke it.

"Nathen... I didn't mean to get you in trouble I-" She was saying while I cut her off right there.

"Oh you really!!" I yelled out.

We both stopped at the hallway. Next to the guest room that we arrived.

"You totally didn't mean to huh?" I yelled again and took step towards her.

She took few step backs until she hit the wall.

She looked up at me and said.

"Nathen please.. I-" I cut her off again and didn't let her finish her sentence.

"Shut you fucking mouth Valarie. Every time I see you or hear you whining about how sorry you are well your are not. You act like an ignorant little brat who still needs her mother or her brother big brother for defense. But you can't get that defense because you're own mother doesn't give a shit about you neither your does your own brother. Because your week, defenseless, greedy, selfish and a crybaby that no one cares or give a shit." I said while taking few step towards her until I get close enough to her face.

She was just standing there shaking and tearing up a little while still keeping her eyes up on her.

"Are y-you done..?" She said sobbing a little.

I took a step back.

I didn't say anything, I stayed silent. I felt good for letting that out. But she was still standing there with tears in her eyes.

"I'm... I'm s-sorry. I'm sorry that I- I am not perfect.." her voice was breaking out. Her tears were running down through her cheeks with the mascara that she put on.

"I'm gonna go home Nathen.. I'm gonna go home all alone. And I hope that something bad happens to me so you don't have to deal with me anymore.." she said while trying to put on a fake smile.

She didn't take a second, she just walked off and went to through the hallway to the front door.

I didn't care really.. I never wanted her in my life. I never asked for having her in my fucking life.

It's better for me that I don't have the feeling to care. Because I can't live through that again..

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A day later...

I went back to my apartment that me and Arthur live in because we were going to throw out a boys night.

We weren't gonna invite so many people over just 4 guys. Matthew, Sebastian, Carlos and Salim.

We have known Matthew and Carlos ever since 8th grade. And Sebastian and Salim. We're at the basketball.

So we've invited them because we're close bros. And we needed to sit out mind out of things.

When I got back to the apartment the first thing I see is that Arthur has already got us some alcohol and prepared us some snacks.