The understandable pieces

Nathen - Chapter 8

Nathen is kind of... yeah you know what you guys what do you think of him?

"Well your life is already ruined but not by me, it's because of all you daddy's money. You are so fucking spoiled. Meanwhile your here partying and us trying to work as hard as we can to survive. You're saying that I'm the one who is spoiled but take a good look at yourself."

Take a good look at your self.

Take a good look at your self.

Valaries words repeated in my head over and over again.

That's what she thinks of me?

I could never blame her for that but I've had changed these years.

I've felt so depressed and felt like I had nothing in this world that I could live for..

I only lived for her..

The room was full of moaning and pleasure. Since that was going through my mind I needed to get that out of my system.

I was fucking this girl who I met with Arthur a week ago. She gave me her number and told me when I ever I needed to relax I could give her a call.

And dumbass me for doing so cause this bitch can't even handle me for 10 minutes.

All I did was slid my cock in her entrance and thrusted slowly and then I began to go faster after 4 minutes she started to tell me that she couldn't handle it anymore?

Miss "I would handle you hot shot" can't even handle me for 10 minutes. I was so done with this shit. As soon as she leaves I'm blocking her and hopping she would never return.

An hour later I was still at my room. The girl left and she awkwardly walked out thinking of her sentences the first time we met.

I couldn't care less about her. In fact I've been like this since I moved to Stockholm. Ever since I met Arthur, he changed half of my life just being a good friend. But I still have things deep down that I can't tell no one.

I can't even tell Arthur because he won't understand. He doesn't know the feeling of losing someone who was your own blood..

Arthur started to bust down the door and begun to walk towards my bed and shaking me up.

"Wake up Rasulov!!  We're gonna go to a party today!!" He started to yell out with all excitement.

This mf got to be shitting me?

"We literally came from a party like yesterday? I don't have the energy to go to another!!" I said while gave him a punch through his face but I missed. Arthur started laugh while he slid  his tongue out like a maniac.

"Well you fucking that girl was no problem but getting up it is?" He turned looking around the room" And plus this room is a fucking mess Nathen!!" Arthur continued mumbling while I took my pillow and put it on my face and between my ears.

First I had to deal with Valarie yesterday and now her cocky brother. Imagine if he had a girlfriend who would have needed to deal with this everyday. But sadly Arthur doesn't do relationship and neither do I. We just think it's better for us.

Arthur then laid his gaze on that photo frame. He picked it up from my desk and started to ask.

"Nathen I know your cousin means a lot to you but it's creepy that you put her up as a good memory next to you." He looked at me with a nervous look.

I could understand that would be weird between you and your youngest cousin but she wasn't my cousin...

"Oh you mean Eleanor? Yea uh we were close it's a long story." I said so he would leave me alone with his dumb questions from that picture.