The understandable pieces

Valarie - Chapter 5

Hello my babies. I hope you all enjoy this chapters :3

It's been over a month since Nathen and I fighted, well mostly him starting it.

Nathen told me he's thoughs about me and non of them were remotely true. But I didin't say anything I just let him think the worst of me.

Just like how I let everyone see the worst in me...

I haven't been the same since. I have felt down when he said those cruel words to me.

The worst thing is that I can't talk to anyone about it...

Well I only do have a one friend and she lives far away from me. We have been talking about a month in face time. And now I'm on a call with her right now.

Facetime :

Luna: "Do you think my nails are alright for the school photo tomorrow? I mean they will only take a photo of my face but I care about my beauty." Luna Smiled.

I was home all alone with Alex. He was asleep meanwhile I was talking with Luna at the living room that were my room is with Alex.

Val: "You know you are correct. You are beautiful and spectacular. I wish I was more confident like you." I smiled looking at her through FaceTime.

Luna she had these beautiful green eyes and this beautiful red hair. She doesn't put much makeup just mascara and lipgloss. Whatever she does she still turns out to be this hot looking woman when me in the other hand look like a prick.

Luna: "Mhm is that so? Well uhm take a good look at you." She looks up and down on me.

I gave her a confused look.

I don't look hot like she does. I just a Burnett and have basic brown eyes. The only thing I have changed about myself was my body. I haven't eaten much in summer. I starved myself a day or two and just took small portions of food.

Val: "Oh please! You look better then me!! You have the perfect boobs and an ass. And your body is so perfect." I looked up to her and then looked down at myself with disappointment.

I don't love myself. I hate every inch of my body.

Luna looked at me with confusion. She looked mad.

Luna: "Are you serious? Val,you are so beautiful and I wished I looked more like you. There is no such thing as perfect boobs or an ass." Luna looked up at me.

I looked up to her. Me? Why me?

Why is she still here? Why is she being so nice. Why do I feel special to her?

Val: "Luna how could you possibly be friends with me? I'm lame and I'm nothing, I'm a nobody and I'm not perfect.." I looked down.

Luna sighs. She looks down and then up to me.

It was true I'm lame I'm a nobody and I'm not perfect..

Luna: "Why are you so hard on yourself? Like literally who fucking hurt you?" Luna seemed a bit pissed oh what I said.

I never asked myself that.. ' Why am I so hard on myself '. I just hated everything. I hated what people were hating about me.