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Will byers

I always seem to be asking myself the same question. What if? What if I wouldn't have survived the upside down? What if we never would have moved out of Hawkins? What if.... what if mike would have chosen me?

You heard it. Will byers is in love with Mike wheeler (NAHHHHHH I NEVER KNEW- sorry continue) he has been since they were about ten. He thought he liked him back, but then Will was brought into the upside down and Mike forgot about him and found eleven.  When he came back to that he was heartbroken. He hated eleven. He hated her for stealing the love of his life. But now? He loves her as much as anyone else in his family. Its not her fault (I DONT LIKE GIRLS-) that Mike left me.

"WILL! WILL!" El says, bursting into my room. "Geez el" i said, quickly wiping the bit of tears that formed in the corners of my eyes. "I could have been naked!" I said, a bit meaner than I meant to. "Sorry" El said quietly. "No! No! It's fine I'm sorry I didn't mean to be that mean! What did you come in here for?" I said, guiltily (wait that's a real word wtf?). "Oh yeah!" She said, getting excited again. "Mike's coming to visit!!"

I froze. "What?" I said, hoping I misheard her. "Mike's coming!" She said, still as happily, not noticing the fear In my voice. "W-wow" I (Bill denbrough??) said. "That's.... great" I said, on the verge of tears. "I know right!?!?" She said still as happily. "I'm going with mom to the store now! Bye!" She said running out of the room. "O-okay" I say.

He's coming. (hehe) mike will be here. He's going to see me. Well, probably just El. This is really hard for me to process. I thought I would never have to see him again. But he's going to be at my house. Probably sleeping on my pullout sofa (yes I read that fic. Sue me) I love him and hate him so much at the same time. I'm now sobbing silently. I don't want to deal with these feelings. I stand up, and close my door.

Authors note: sorry this is so bad, it's my first fanfiction. If you have any criticism I'd like to hear them so I can make my next stories better! Thanks!

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