But what if ☆byler☆

Chapter 17!!

Chapter 17.

Mike's pov:

I wake up at around 4am, still in wills arms. I can hear him breathing softly, and feel his heart beat on my cheek. I love him so much.

Wait. Did I just say I loved him? Do I really love him? I mean, I knew I liked him but I never knew I loved him-

I look up at him, him with his silly, adorable bowlcut, and beautiful little moles, and see how in love with him I really am.

He really is my soul mate, huh? I just hope he likes me back. Right now, it seems like he does. But truly you never know. I really hope he does though.

I'm just sitting here, comfortably in his arms, when I feel him start to shift around a little bit. "Mike?" I here him whisper, tiredly.

"Yes,will?" I whisper back . "What time is it?" He asked "it's 4:15" I tell him, glancing at my watch "Oh, then we can go back to sleep! G'night" He said. "Night will" I chuckled, rapping my arms around his waist and nuzzling into his shoulder.

☆time skip☆

"Mike?" Will whispers "psst. Mike, its time to wake up" He whispers.  "Will? Okayyy" I say, rolling out of bed onto the floor. "Wow someone slept good" He said, while helping me up "mm" I replied, nodding my head.

"Do you need me to grab you something?" He asked, sweetly. "No its okay! I have everything I need, thank you though." I reply.

"Okay! I'll meet you in the main room soon!" He says, happily.

(BTW this next part has him taking a shower, but it isn't descriptive and he DOESNT masturbate, I'm not stephan king)

I go to the shower and turn the little nob that hardly stick out from the wall. The water runs down my back, while I wash my hair.

"Will!!" Shit shit shit "please...mike" shit shit shit "Will!! Please hang on I need you please!!"

Ugh. That moment has been replaying in my mind multiple times a day. It was one of the scariest moments I've ever experienced. I thought I was going to lose him again. I refuse. I will never, ever let that happen again.

I finish washing off, then get out if the shower to put on my clothes. I quickly get dressed and look in the mirror. I look horrible. My hair, my face, my ears, my nose. It's all messed up. I'm to skinny, and to fat at the same time.

Whatever, I don't even care. I leave the room, throwing on my Hoodie, and walking to the main room where will is waiting, when he looks at me he gets happy puppy dog eyes and runs up and hugs me.

"Hi mike!" He says, happily. "Hi will!" I laugh. "Someone's in a good mood today" I giggle. "You could say that" He says, smiling at me in his adorable, adorable way.

"Hey guys" Darcy says, slowly walking towards us, looking like she hasn't woken up yet.

"Hey darcy" will says, smiling. "I want to go back to sleep" She says "I can see that" I joke, making will giggle.

"Breakfast!" The nurse says, making us all walk towards the cafeteria. We walk into the cafeteria, all being forced to get a plate. I fiddle with my grapes before eating a few and drinking my milk, but will just kind of looks at it sadly.

"Hey will you feeling okay?" I ask. "Yeah! Yeah, no I'm good, just not hungry." He says. "Oh. Well can you at least drink your milk?" I ask. "I geuss so" He responds, taking a sip.

A few minutes later, we got up and threw our food away, walking back to the main room. "Hey will?" I question, looking up at him. I'm just now realizing he's taller than me. Wow. He's grown so much since the last year.

"Mhm?" He responds focusing mostly on the drawing he's doing with his markers. It's cute its us playing dnd. The art is really good, like always of course.

"Do you....have a boyfriend?" I asked, I was panicking inside but I think I did a pretty good job at hiding it. "No, wheeler I do not have a boyfriend. What about you?" He asks.

"Me either" I reply, smiling. "Obviously" I giggle.

"Uhm sir, what do you mean 'Obviously'??" He asks, mockingly. "I just mean, well look at me, Obviously I'm single. And besides, I've only ever liked one person" I explain.

A/N GUYS I JUST GOT BACK FROM THE MENTAL HOSPITAL 30 MINUTES AGO I HAVE NEW PROMPTS FROM MY MENFAL HOSPITAL BESTIEZZZZ

"Okay, first of all 'look at me', is not a solid answer, because in my opinion, you look really pret- cool. You look very cool." He stutters (Billy boyyy???)

"And number two: you must now tell me who you like" He finished.

"Okay, first thing: difference of opinion. And second thing: no thanks" I respond, giggling.

"Ugh fine" He says "lame ass" I here him mumble. "I heard that" I say. "No you didntttt" He said, running to the bathroom to change.

God I love him. I really wish he loved me back.

A/n bitch ofc he does-