But what if ☆byler☆

Chapter:8

Tw: suicide attempt, self harm, gay ppl

"Excuse me but there is someone possibly DYING and all you care about Is making sure you don't have a crush on them??" I says, angrily trying to get out of my restraints

"Shut it right now or I'll make sure you do di-" He gets cut off by  the ambulance stopping . I'm still screaming my head off for Mike, trying to get him to hear me. The paramedics open the door to the love of my life past out, me screaming for him to please wake up, and the person who was supposed to be sitting with us about to hit me.

○○○○time skip bc I'm lazy af ○○○○

Me and Mike are put into the same room due to the extremely  overcrowded tiny hospital, and there only being two rooms left. This hospital has an actual hospital, which me and Mike both went to first, in separate rooms, before being moved to this one.

Mike was okay now, it just turned out he, as I expected, had overdosed. He has been refusing to tell the nurses why when they came in, even after they said he could go into a different room by himself to tell them.

I was really worried about him. Neither of is had said a word since he had passed out. I looked over at him, admiring his features. His wispy black hair, perfectly framing his face, his pale skin, lightly dotted with freckles. Everything about him was beautiful. It doesn't match the place we're in... that I put us in.

"I'm sorry" I say, quickly looking back up at the ceiling. "What? Will you didn't do anything wrong , okay?" He says turning to face me.

I turn on my side to face him, letting out a breathe I hadn't realized I had been holding. "I'm still sorry this all happened" I say, taking a pause. "Why did you do it?" I say, tears glossing over my eyes.

"I can't te-" He gets cut off by the door being flung open, to mom, nancy, and El. I couldn't see Johnathan though. "Will!" El yells, throwing herself onto me. "Baby, are you okay? What happened??" Joyce yelled, frantically. I look over to Mike, both of our eyes filled with tears.

"Mike!" Nancy yells, crying and hugging her little brother. I never thought they were that close, but I guess they got closer over the time we've been apart. "I'm so sorry" She says, unable to contain herself. What is she sorry for?

"Will I have to leave so Johnathan can come in because we can only have three visitors in a room at a time, but I love you!! I'll call you every day!" El says, wiping her tears and leaving to wait in the waiting room.

"Hey buddy!" Johnathan said, pushing past my mom. "Hi" I say, timidly, not being able to bring my focus away from Mike and Nancy, who are whispering something, while Nancy keeps glancing over at me. Not in a mean way, but in an understanding way.

"I'm sorry guys" I say apologetically. "You have nothing to be sorry about hunny" my mom said, sincerely. "Yeah, you were struggling, its not your fault" my brother agreed.

I glanced back over at Nancy and Mike again, then saw Johnathan looking at me when I looked back. "Hey mom, can you let me talk to will alone, I'll be out there in a minute I promise." Johnathan said. "Okay, but only because I don't want el to have to be alone. I love you will" my mom said. "I love you too mom" I replied, still confused as to what's going on.

"You like him, don't you" johnathan said, quietly enough that the others couldn't here. "N-no I don't- I like... el- wait no that's worse shit-" I say, rambling. "Hey, buddie, it's okay. I'm not like him" Johnathan said. We both know who 'him' is referring to. Lonnie.

"And besides, me and Nancy have been thinking about it for a while. Mike ha-... Mike seemed sad without you. It seemed like he missed you more than he missed el. Due to how el was acting, we think they broke up." He explained.

"I'm sorry I'm like this.... I tried really hard I promise." I said, teary. He just looked at me with a loving, yet sad look, and hugged me tight for about thirty seconds. I was just silently crying into his shirt. Then, the nurse walked in. "Alright folks visiting times over. I'll let you say your goodbyes, then it's time to go." She said. Johnathan gives me one more tight squeeze, then walked out of the room.

I saw Nancy give Mike a hug, than expected her to follow behind johnaton, instead she let go of Mike, then walked over to me, and gave me a hug, and an "I love you" then squeezed my hand, about to stand up.

I don't know why, but that one thing pushed me over the edge. I was trying to hold in my tears so hard, but something about that made me sit up and give her a super tight hug. I really hope me and Nancy can become close some day.

A/n: sorry this chapter was so much longer than the others, and I PROMISE WILL DOESNT HAVE A CRUSH ON NANCY!!! JUST SEES HER LIKE A SISTER!!  (Also if your concerned about the whole "if Nancy and johnathon are together that makes them brother in laws" don't worry. I thought of that)