My boy- Bill Kaulitz

Shit is happening.

He starts to cry and I back up slowly.. "Bill.. please stop." I say to him "Let me see.. did you hurt yourself? PLEASE TELL ME REGAN?!" He reaches over for me and grabs me gently.. "BILL! QUIT!" I yell and shove him away. "DID YOU CUT YOURSELF!?" Tears stroll down his cheeks. I pull my sweat pants down revealing my really bad and swollen cuts.. I sigh and pull my pans back up. (DW YOU HAS UNDERWEAR ON!!) he kneels down in front of my thighs and cry's cupping his face with his hands. "WH-why you'll you do that.. w-why??" He says crying even harder. "I-I don't know.. I hate my life sm." He looks up at me, his eyes so red. "I want you to stop." I bend down to him, it stinging my cuts. "Ok bill, I'm sorry I-I will be better.." I say and hud him. I grab his face and kiss him, he is feeling much better but he is still so worried for me.. I can tell it in the ways he was talking to me and acting around me.

~TIME SKIP TUESDAY AT SCHOOL~

My first class is a breeze bill and I are chilling and talking. But then I remember about Gym, and my scars, and Tom. Shit. I change and all the girls are making fun of me for them "Look at her she cuts herself.." I run out of there and see Tom, he was walking there so depressed and lonely.. I feel almost bad for him.. I walk past him but he stops me "REGAN! THANK GO-" he cuts himself off and looks at my arms and legs. "What- what did you do?" He says "I fucking cut myself, I cut myself Tom.." I say flatly.. "Why?! Why did you do that!?" I answered with "I just don't understand why I really did.. I hate my body, I hate my life.. Tom the real question is why you where kissing that girl.." I change the subject "I- I did not mean to, she kissed me first.. I promise baby.. I made a big BIG mistake and please.. PLEASE give me another chance.." she begs, I remember how I left him there, breaking down into tears. I hug him, saying "Tom- yeah.. just don't do it again or where done for good.." and I kiss his cheek. He seems much happier and is in a better mood.. I'm glad for him!

~TIME SKIP, TO LUNCH~

BILLS POV:

I grab my lunch and sit next to Regan, I'm still really upset about a few nights ago but she seems to have been healing, which makes me happy to see.. I start to eat my lunch and Regan excuses herself to the bathroom, I nod and take s bite of food. I see Tom sit next to me all happy and perky. "What's with you brother?" I ask him "Guess whattt??!" He asked me with s big smile on his face. "What?" I ask him with a flat look on my face "I got back together with Regan, she forgave me!! this is so good for me!! I can't wait to have se- I cut him off "that's great." I say not even looking at him and he runs off to his friends. My whole heart had dropped and I was just still in shock.. until I see Regan walk back from the bathroom, I sigh getting ready to tell her a bunch of questions..

MY POV:

I smile at bill walking back to him.. he seems much more disappointed and mad.. my smile immediately drops as the words slip out of his mouth "You go back together with Tom and did not even bother to tell me?" I sit there thinking of what to say.. "Umm yeah.. so what?" I say "HE CHEATED ON YOU!" And he walk away leaving me alone at the table

~TIME SKIP BACK HOME~

I cry myself to sleep that night, I don't bother to eat anything, I deserve it, I DONT deserve bill at all..

A/N:

ITS SO EARLYYY!! I'm going to bed at 6:15 am! ANYWAY this part was shorter and I'm sorry, I'll try harder! LYY AND STAY SAFE AND HEALTHY 💜💜💕🤪 ILL POST LATER TONIGHT!!