Truly Madly Deeply (namjin) (jinkook)

XVIII When I've got your love

🎵 Oh, my love, side to side
Oh, my love, side to side
Oh, my love, side to side
Oh, my love, side to side🎶

If you'll allow me, Jin, I'll make sure to let you realize how much you mean to me and how much I love you every day. I have been asking God to grant me the gift of your presence for a very long time.

I will not waste this chance. I love you.

🎵 This is how you fall in love
Let go and I'll hold you up🎶

He seems to want to gaze into the depths of my soul as he looks into my eyes. He is wiping away tears. He gets closer to me carefully and presses his lips against mine. 🎶

🎶So pull me tight and close your eyes
Oh, my love, side to side🎵

I gave him an ardent kiss. My body shudders as though I'm in a state of drunkenness.

We didn't notice when the music changed back to a fast rhythm. We remain in our own world: Seokjin and I.

However, Taehyung and Hoseok purposefully bump me and tease me mercilessly, so my luck is not on my side. Jinnie chuckles at Taehyung's behavior. If I could spew fire, Taeseok is currently on fire burning to ashes.

Jin was notified by Mr. Architect that he was leaving. Jin was given the option to stay with me or come home with him. I will take care of you. I said to Jin. He made a sign indicating that it was okay for his friend to leave without him.

He agreed when I asked us to sit down and talk. First we got our drinks from the bar. And we sat near the dance floor.

We wanted Taeseok to see us because we arrived here together. Later, I'll take them to their home as well.

Jinnie turns his body to face me as we continue to consume our drinks.

He reaches for my hand and caresses it lightly.

I'll be open with you, Jungkook. "After Namjoon, I've never thought of myself as being in a committed relationship. I once tried, but it ended up being the biggest mistake of my life. He said he would make me happy, but it turned out he simply wanted me for himself and had grown to be obsessed with me. I believed it to be love, but I felt constricted. Every time I move, he follows. I am not allowed to speak to anyone, not even his closest friends, according to him. I'm not supposed to talk to them. He works at my former company as an engineer. I remained in a relationship with him for a full year. His toxic love was affecting my well-being and mental health as well."

"He and I broke up two years ago. Do you recall the woman I was with in Kidzania? When my cousin got married Since Sehun Hyung often traveled outside of the US, I feigned to discreetly wed Jisoo; since he was unaware of Jisoo as my cousin, everything went smoothly for me. I discussed it with Jisoo and Sehun Hyung. I wanted Ken to stop musing over me and falling insanely in love with me. You even believed my pretense without doing anything or trying to do it which proved how well it worked."

"This time, I'm hoping to find real love with you, where it's not constricting and where we're both content, whether we're together or apart. I do not want to waste our time because we are not growing any younger. It's better to keep things casual and to continue being friends if you can't love me the way I deserve."

I smiled at him and caressed his cheeks. Let me show you, Jin.

Taesok approached us. They want to go home. I asked Jin if he wanted to go home. Otherwise, I'll let Taesok drive my car, and I'll take an Uber for just the two of us.

Jin suggested we call it a night and head home. I first dropped the couple off at their shared apartment, where they currently live together.

To drop Jin off, I asked where his home was.

He told me he wanted to spend the night with me.

I asked him whether he was sure about it, and he said yes.

I increased my car's speed after Jin said he was certain he would stay the night at my house, hoping that he wouldn't change his mind. I hurried, and Jin laughed at me. The distance between Taehyung's house and our residence is only 15 minutes by car.