A Fresh Start

Chapter 44

Rose's POV:
The girls, the guys, and I woke up early while Neveah, the lazy ass, stayed in bed. I love her though. We decide that we want to get food, but we have to get ready, I grab my stuff and race into my bathroom before any one else could get in. I'm not really one for long showers, so I wash my hair, shave my legs, and hop out. I proceed to get ready for today's events.
My outfit:
-1993 dark blue cropped sweatshirt
-White distressed skinny jeans
-Black hightop Mikeyy sneakers
-black flower cat ear headband
-black batman ring
-"Ohana means family Family means no one gets left behind or forgotten" phone case with stitch on the cover
I throw on some mascara and rush downstairs to see that everyone's ready, I shoot them a confused look, which I guess they realize and begin to laugh.
"We didn't shower." Dana manages to get out between laughing fits.
"We put on deodorant."Cole, who seems like the only one who could manage to stop laughing, says. Nova comes rushing downstairs, but trips on the last step, Gabe gets up and rushes to her aide, and she starts laughing. We leave for Starbucks and Dunkin' Donuts.
~'~Skip to back at home
Rose's POV:
All the magcon guys have been texting me all day. I only really reply to Cameron, Carter, and Nash though. I got a double chocolate chip frappuccino, Nova got a vanilla bean frappuccino, Savannah got a cotton candy frappuccino, all the guys got hot chocolate or a chocolate shake. Real original, guys! The ride home was the best! We kept making jokes. This is why I love these guys. They flew out here for me. To help me, and they really did. We just pulled up to the parking lot, and got out of the car. I could hear voices from the house, so we all rushed in. When we turned the corner, Neveah was frozen, tears in her eyes,with Hayes pointing at something on her left shoulder. Just seeing him again, tears start to brim my eyes, and questions fill my head. Why is he here? How'd he get in? Did Neveah let him in? Why would she do that? No. I cannot let this get to me. This boy has had my heart and broken it to many times. I bring all the girls up stairs because the guys look like they want Hayes' blood. We can hear them screaming at Hayes to leave,but I can't let him go without knowing one thing.
"Stay here, okay?" I demand the girls, they nod, and I rush downstairs, making sure to sneak out the front door, I see Hayes sitting on the sidewalk in front of his house, head in hands. I slowly compose myself and walk over to him. He looks up at me, and I can see his eyes are bloodshot from crying.
Hayes' POV:
"Rose?" My voice is horse and cracks halfway through her name. I can't even look her in her eyes knowing what happened. I look up at her, not making eye contact, but at her face, her beautiful face.
"Hayes, have you been crying?" She asks softly. I just look back at my hands, I hurt her, and I hate myself for doing it. I feel her sit next to me, and she puts her hand over mine.
"Hayes, look at me." I refuse, I can't, not after what I did. Her small hand forces me to turn my head, so I'm forced to look at her.
"Why? That's all I need to know." Her eyes pleaded. They pleaded me for an answer. One that would erase the event, the pain. But I don't have one.
"Honestly, I really don't know, I only had one drink. Ask Matt, he was there. Things got out of hand, Rose, and I am really sorry. I really wish it didn't happen, and that things were normal, but, when you're with me, nothing's normal. From Angelina to here, we've been through it all. I am sorry, and I know it may take you a long time to forgive me, but I still love you, Rose. I will never stop loving you. You have my heart, and you will keep it." She shocked me by crashing her lips onto mine.
"Hayes, I love you, but I can't fully forgive you yet. I'm trying, I really am. I want to be able to say, I love you, and go back to cuddling on the couch, but,it's hard, Hayes. I was scared, I honestly was, and I don't think I can fully forgive you just yet. I am so sorry." Her voice is soft and wavery. She gets up and walks back into her house leaving me speechless. I just lost the love of my life. I love her to much to let her go like this, this isn't over, I am not giving up on her. I will win her back. I already have a plan...