Kuch kahena tha

Part - 19

In the guest room,

Ragini was laying but sleep was far. She was just tossing around. VM entered the room and saw her restless.

VM : kya hua meri bacchi ko? Itni bechain kyun hai? Aur yeh tera mood kyun off hai?

R : kuch nahi aunty.. aap aao na baitho.

Ragini also got up.. VM came and sat near her and took her in her embrace. Ragini also hugged her tightly.

VM : tu mujhe apni Maa samajh ke baatein share kar sakti hai.

R : wahi toh problem hai na.. main toh kabhi apni Maa ko bhi koi baat share nahi ki. Kabhi bharosa hi nahi hua.. kabhi andar se wo ehsas aya hi nahi.. 😢 aap galat mat samjho aunty par main jaldi se sabse baat share nahi kar pati hu.. kisise baat karne mein bhi darr lagta hai.. aap please distant mat hona.. mujhe bas time do thoda.. main main pata nahi main kya kar rahi hu.. kuch samajh nahi aa raha. Zindagi mein sabkuch ulta pulta hai.. kuch thik nahi ho raha.. kya main itni buri hu bolo na aunty.. 😭 kya main khushiyon ke layek nahi hu? Jabbhi khushi hoti hai tab ek dar lagta hai aur aur 🥺 bohot restless ho jati hu ki khushiya bhi enjoy nahi kar pati hu.. main kya karu aunty main kya karu??

VM was also in tears.

VM : kuch matt kar beta.. jo jaisa chal raha hai waise chalne de.. bas jo khushiyan aa rahi hai usse apna le.. uske sath jo darr haina wo toh rahega hi.. khushiyan ati hi hai darr ke sath aur dukh ate hai ek umeed ke sath.. beta yeh baat humesha yaad rakhna .. aur abhi main hu na .. jab bhi restless feel ho mere paas aa jana.. main bhi toh teri maa jaisi hi hu.. maa jaisi kyun maa hi toh hu teri.. aur haan kabhi bhi kuch bhi share karna ho toh mujhse zaroor share karna..

R : aapko main sach mein pasand hu? I mean aapko mujhpe biswas hai? 🥺

VM : haan beta kyun aisa puch rahi hai?

R : mere parents ne toh iss 28 years mein kabhi bhi mujhpe bharosa nahi kiya..

VM : aisa nahi hai beta..

R shouted : nahi aisa hi hai.. aapko pata hai unhone mujhe chor bola tha.. koi apne hi beti ko chor kaise bol sakte hai. Jabki maine kuch kiya bhi nahi tha.. aur abhi jab mujhe badtameez bolte hai mujhe utna kharab nahi lagta .. kyunki main abhi karti hu badtameezi unke sath. Par tab maine chori nahi ki thi.. nahi ki thi chori..😭😭

VM : bas beta bas.. ab nahi rona.. koi galatfahmi hui hogi beta..

R : nahi .. nahi hui thi koi galatfahmi.

VM hugged her tightly.

VM : acha okay hum baat hi nahi karte uske bareme.. okay.. chalo aab chup ho jao..  warna tera Veer aake mujhe dantega..

R : aunty aapko koi problem nahi ho rahi mujhse? I mean Veer mere liye itna kr raha hai.. I mean Veer aur main.. I mean Veer deserves better. You know what I mean right?

VM : han beta I know. Paheli baat toh tu mujhe yeh aunty bolna bandh kar.. maine kahana main teri Maa hu. Toh Maa ko koi aunty bolta hai?

Ragini shocked to hear VM. But hugged her tightly and cried and cried and cried.

R : Mumma.. mummaaa😭😭😭😭😭

VM : dusri baat .. yess. Veer deserves better.

Ragini's face fell.

VM : but jab usne best ko choose kiya hai toh better ka kya karna hai?

R : 🥺 aapko lagta hai main best hu? Kyun ki mere parents ko toh main good bhi nahi lagti shayad.. toh main bhi maan liya ki I am good for nothing..

VM : koi meri beti ko bad bolke toh dikhaye.. uski muh na tod du main?

R : Mumma aap kitne ache ho.. mujhe aapke paas rahena hai..