🌻Ily In every universe<3🕸 Miles X Reader

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They piles in group by group.

Miles and I look around, staring from Spider to Spider approaching us as he holds my hand, knowing the anxiety I get from the fear. Trust me, I loved being around loads of people, but...when my social battery is up and when we're all having a good time. Not this.

"What is this. Is this an intervention or something?" Miles asks out.

"We know it's hard, it's the truth, Miles," some comically drawn Spider tries to explain to him.

"Is that why you're here? To let me down easy. To calm her down if she goes against this?" Miles directs towards Peter.

I analyze the place and the amount of spiders present right now, the exit and the one thing in my head stopping me. My mother, who's looking at me with pleading eyes to understand.  But I'm already mapping out who I'm gonna blow this joint and dip.

"Worked last time, why not run it back, huh?"

"So what happened to your y/n is what's gonna happen to me?"

"Hey, hold on, hold on." "y/n baby-"

"No, mom! I thought you'd be thrilled to have me back. Your daughter back!"

"We're not gonna kill you -"

"Then tell me what's gonna happen!"

"Kid-"

"You were right Gwen...you should have never come to see me" Miles directs to Gwen, who looks at him heartbroken, which now adds to my emotions.

Is she seriously still in love with him.

"Kid, look at me -" Peter tried to talk, but Miles interrupts him.

"Stop calling me that."

"There we go,"

"Hobie, you're not helping,"

"Good."

"Guys, please understand."

"You can't ask me not to save my father,"

".....how could you ask us this. How can you not tell me what's going to happen to me. I'm basically an unknown time bomb! The only solution could to be end my life. "

"Or keep you here!"

"Like a prisoner?"

"Y/n..."

"I have been stuck left behind for most of my life because of what happened to me as a baby, and you want me to leave Miles to watch his dad die and kill everyone I love? To put me into a room and just pray I don't explode. What if I go insane in here? Kill you all"

"We'd wipe your memories of it. You wouldn't know what happened. We're just trying to stop you from realizing what you could do....unintentionally. " Miguel points out the sympathy in his tone, irritating me more.

"....what can I do?"

"....."

"What can I do?!"

"You can worp. It's the reason you don't need a wristband. I told you your atoms were lost in the dimensions. Baby, i just don't want you to get hurt. "

"Or hurt the universe....u wanna erase my memories too on top of that," I point out to her, and she chooses not to say anything.

"Y/n, we can't have you doing that and accidentally ruining so many canon events and completely destroying everything. This way or the other, I'm not letting you do that. I'm sorry, kids. But we're not asking"

A small black device slides under me, and suddenly, it opens up. In an instant, webbed lazers make their way around me, and I turn to Miles, who's in the same situation. Trapped.

They all shout words I can't make out from outside the webbed trap, the way my heart starts to pump against my chest the same way I fought for it to stay alive when Eros constantly taunted me with it. And then the heart beat next to me racing for an escape anyhow, I feel the walls almost enclose on me and my head spins more with the way their voice almost yell at me into and the shadows darting around me to be let free. I feel my tears stain my face and my subconscious slip more and more, becoming too much for me to even handle her to stay in.

My mind is spinning and throbbing, and my heart-

It's like I creaked, something creaked. My world creaked.

My anger

....frustration....

....panic....

....doubt....

....worry....

....confusion....

All in the form of her creaks open my temperate prison in fits of fast flying shadows all around me, knocking, breaking, damaging the prison keeping me inside. It happens at the same time Miles' vemon breaks him free from his. I look to him, and he looks at me with pleading eyes, already silently blankly crying, just spilling from my eyes. I look away, and I stare back at the being with her shadowed hand outstretched towards me. The spiders around us knocked to the ground far from us from the explosion, groaning in pain. The shadowed fog leaks from her, I can feel her anger, and once again, I can't hear Deo coming back.

This is my choice.

Stay

Or

Leave.

'Before you even make the decision. I want to tell you something. I'm sorry, y/n you can be selfish for once and stay with your mother, you've been waiting for her for so long. I don't wanna be the cause of you not getting to spend time with her. I fully understand if you want to because now...now I'm gonna go save my dad. To protect the people who've always looked out for me. I love you...so much and will never forget about you if you decide to stay. Y/n I love you, I always will"

My tears spill loosely from my face as I stare at Miles wordlessly and feel my heart rate go slow down. And our worlds zone in on us. And he stares at me with tears in his.

"I love you y/n"

"It's me and you against the world" I turn back to the hand and her face grins evily almost if I can tell by her expression but I take her hand and feel my whole body scream in pain.

"You will not take over my life," the shadow almost screams at me in denial, screeching in my ears, but I can't let her.

I can't and I won't. 

My muscles burn, and my mind screams, telling me it won't work out how I've planned it. That i will be the destruction of the universe if I dont let her take me into her hands. Control me. That if I do this, it breaks everything. But this is my story. Not theirs.

So I take this feeling like acid spills into my chest from my heart and my veins trickle with pins and needles, my head feels as though it's being spilt in two but I endure it all till the last seconds that flashed when my vision fades from my eyes black to white. It feels like blood rushes through me like a current and sure but surely. He comes back floating into my subconscious' places, I hear him. I fused with her.....

'You did it.....'

'Yeah,'
I stared down at my hand and then at the boy right beside me who was going to give me a run for my money and life.

"I love you too, Miles." he takes my hand, and we run out.

(Posted early bcz I might not be able to access wifi for a while. So cross fingers I'll be able to post on Wed😔😔😔😔
It's finna be a tough time yall

Send food.....I'm hungry😭)