Boarding School - Phan

10. I want you

It was 2am.

Everyone was sleeping.. On the couch, on some beds, on the bath… on the ground… whatever. Everyone was sleeping, finally. All I wanted was to talk to Phil again but if we disappeared they would notice… and we didn’t want our friends knowing about what happened. Now just now.

Even though Becky already knew and PJ was asking questions, we didn’t want to make it official just because we kissed. We didn’t talk about this but it was obvious

I found Phil sitting by the pool with only his feet on the water.

I sat next to him.. We were in silence for a moment. I could see, he was worried about something.

“What’s wrong, Phil?” – I asked.

“I’m worried about my sister, Dan”

“I know you are.. but you shouldn't be, everything will be okay.”

“She’s 14, Dan… She’s doing drugs and she’s pregnant! How on earth will she be a good mother?”

That was a hard question. I thought about it for a moment.

“I understand why you’re worried, Phil… But try to forget about this. I’m sure your parents will help her.. And she’s acting like this because she needs some time to understand what having a baby means.” – I tried to comfort him.

He looked at me, and smiled. I couldn’t help it and smiled back.

“Thanks Dan..” he stopped for a moment. “ The water feels so good, why don’t we go in?” he continued

“Isn’t it kinda cold, Phil?”

But Phil was already taking off his shirt and pants. “That’s the reason why the pool has a heater, Dan… and also it’s not that cold.. c’mon!”

He was half naked now, and that view wasn’t bad at all. It was weird.. wearing only my underwear, but he was like that too, so it was okay, I guess. His boxers were from Calvin Klein… and mine was too. The only difference was that his was silver and mine was black.

 He watched me while I took off my clothes, and I could feel myself blushing. It was 5 degrees Celsius or something, but I felt like 30 degrees when I was in the pool with him.

He got closer to me and put his hands on my waist. I hugged him putting my arms on his shoulder.

For a moment we were just hugging. It was so quiet. So perfect.

He started kissing my neck… Oh my.

My head went back a little and my eyes were closed… I couldn’t control myself.

His kisses were soft and slow… I was feeling like my blood was fire. He kissed all the way to my collarbones, then was coming back to my neck… my jaw line.. and my lips.

I wondered if I would get used to his kisses or if I would feel so much with just a peck forever.

“Are you still scared?” – he asked

“I don’t know Phil.. when I’m with you it feels so right… but I’m still new to this” – I answered

“Yeah… I know… but try listening to your heart. There’s nothing wrong with being with another boy”

“I can see it now, Phil. But would you want to be with someone like me?”

“Why wouldn’t I want to be with someone so perfect like you?”

I blushed.

“I’m not perfect. I suck at this.” I said timidly.

“This what, Dan?”