Boarding School - Phan

11. Sleeping With Sirens

A/N: I'M UPDATING THIS LITTLE SHIT AGAIN BECAUSE I AM THAT AWESOME

You should read this chapter listening to " If I'm james dean, then you're audrey hepburn" 

*Dan’s pov*

We were in his bed, cuddling… and it felt so good. Just being with him. I had finally started accepting myself. At least when I was with him… I wasn’t worried about anything or anyone, only Phil.

“Hey, Dan… I bought you something..” Phil said.

“What do you mean?” It wasn’t my birthday, why the hell would he buy me something?

“I don’t know… My mum came here to visit me yesterday, so I asked her to buy it.. I told it would be for me, but in fact it’s yours”

“But, why, Phil? I didn’t buy you anything! Is there something special happening and I don’t know?”

“Of course there’s something special happening, Dan!”

He kissed me softly.

“And what is it?”

“Us.” – he started. “There’s no reason, to be honest. I just wanted to give you this.. Just because.. Well, I wanted to. Just to maybe make you smile.”

My heart melted. I blushed and smiled.

“There you go, you made me smile.” – I said, with a shy smile.

“Let me get it then”

He opened his drawer, and got it. It was wrapped like a birthday gift. He handed it to me

“Phil… Seriously.. You didn’t need to get me anything, you can make me smile just by talking to me”

*Well done dan, finally you said something cute*

Now for the first time, HE blushed. And I felt good. I should try to make him blush more often

I could see it was a CD because of its shape even before opening it.

“With Ears to See and Eyes to Hear by Sleeping With Sirens?” – I asked in excitement, when I saw what it was. “Thank you so much Phil!! You really know me!” –

 I hugged him. It really meant a lot, that he was trying to make me happy with a small thing like buying me a CD. I saw there was, with the CD, a note, in which was written “They say that love is forever… Your forever is all that I need – P”

I lost it. I had never felt so happy. I could feel a tear of happiness coming. I didn’t want to cry, I don’t know why, so I hold it.

I hugged him. He hugged me back and then looked around, looking for his laptop. He got it, and put the CD on it. It started to play If I'm James Dean, You're Audrey Hepburn, and I hugged him again.

“Thank you”- I whispered into his ear “It really made me happy” – I continued. “And you can have my ‘Forever’”

“I’m so lucky” – He whispered in my ear and then completed “You’re perfect”

I started kissing his neck like he did to me. I was trying to be just as good as him but it was obviously impossible. But I tried anyway.

After some kisses, I whispered in his ear

“How can I say ‘Thank you’”? – I asked

“Well… A kiss would be enough” – he answered.

I kissed him. I wanted that to be the best kiss ever. After some time kissing, he bit my lower lip, in a fucking sexy way, playing with it, and then we kissed again.. and again.. basically 5 minutes kissing, sat on the bed. I wasn’t sure if he wanted to lie down in the bed… but after some time he was pushing me down to the bed, in a lovely way, waiting for my “permission” or something.