chapter 44 Yolanda's journal entries

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Yolanda has kept a journal for about two years now because she had Always written in it before to express her feelings about anything that was happening in her life or situation she currently experiences throughout the years when she had a good day she would write about or organize her thoughts about things that was bothering her at that specific time or place that she was at in her life. journaling was what kept her from being sad or angry with herself when she wasn't writing in her journal 📓 because she would always have written something in the journal when something exciting happened in her life.

dear journal,
I had a great day today I was able to get out of bed this morning and proceeded to get up without any annoying alarm clock to wake me up because I was so tired this morning which was so nice but I'm still not feeling very sure about getting up this morning but today was a productive day I got the house cleaned and I got to work on time for the rest of the years that were ahead of me because I realized that I had to organize my schedule and thoughts in one place so that way my mind wasn't cluttered with all these nasty thoughts that I still get from time to time and I just don't want to feel overwhelmed anymore and I still don't feel like myself sometimes because I constantly forget to do things that weren't very important to my life in these times I so totally don't worry about things that pop into my head because i will never have time to think about them anymore so I still can't get my head around it but it makes me realize that how much I need to write more than I already do in this journal because I never write anything else but my own thoughts and feelings but it's totally worth it to have a little journal like this one and I continue to write more often as I should because I have a-lot to write about whenever it comes to journaling I would write for hours on end and other days I would constantly write for days for many days at a time but then I remember that I have a whole week to write for myself and I couldn't even think at times to write for a few days when I forgot to write in my journal it was so long ago since I have picked up this journal and started writing again because I felt like it is necessary to write for many more years or days that puts me in the middle of stuff that exists and i will always record this for myself and I will always write for many more years to come once I complete my journal writing I will always look back at what I wrote in this journal forever because it's my last one that I have always kept in my bedroom so nobody else knows that I have a journal to write in for my own personal experiences that I expect to write down for myself I still continue to write in it because it's so true to myself that I can express myself how I feel about life in general and I will continue to write as much as I possibly can and will continue to do so.

dear journal,
it's Yolanda here I'm just writing to say that I'm quite proud of myself today that I got my life figured out after all of the interruptions with my last husband that I supposedly have been cheating on and now that I'm in a better position to have a relationship with a new man in my life he treats me like I'm his princess and I couldn't ask for anything else because he was the perfect man for me at the time and we are still together which makes me happy and I have someone to love me properly so I continue to be with jack for the rest of my life I'm just so happy for our relationship that is working out for the future and maybe someday we could get married if we are still together the next couple of years that I'm with Jack I hope he feels that way I feel whenever it comes to love it's very unpredictable at times so I more careful with how slow to make our relationship go through perfectly because I'm willing to work on it with jack at this point in time.

dear journal,
I have nothing to say today because I'm out of ideas at this point in time because I'm currently experiencing writers block which is so frustrating to say the least because I can't think of anything else to write about right now so here's a question for everyone else that has experienced writers block what is the most interesting thing that you ever wrote about but you couldn't write down on paper because of writers block that stopped you from writing what you wanted to write about because I hate not writing about it's so boring not to even write what you want to write about because of writers block that got in the way of writing ✍🏻

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