Faith Unbroken, an Outlander Fanfiction

First Kisses

Birds pulled me from my deep sleep as their chirps could've woken the dead. My head rested on something hard, but warm. My body pressed against something of the same feeling. As my eyes peeled open, I realized I laid against Kaeden. Somehow we'd met in the middle of the bed and cuddled close. He'd slept in only his pants. I shifted away from him slowly, attempting to not wake him. His hand rested on my waist and the other was tucked underneath my neck. His breath was warm against my face as I looked up at him.

"Relax, I'm only holding ye. I won't do anything to ye." His voice sounded tired and groggy. "Good morning, lass." He muttered. I scooted back closer to him. His warmth and closeness was nice. I had forgotten what it was like to lay next to someone I wasn't scared of.

"Good morning." I said, resting a hand on his chest. He finally looked down at me, meeting my eyes. "What if I want you to do something to me?" I perked an eyebrow, studying his features carefully. His eyes were gorgeous, framed by long eyelashes and shadowed by bushy brown eyebrows. His smile was rough and slightly crooked, but infectious.

"I don't think ye want that." His voice lowered, like I'd excited some primal part of his being.

"I do."

The hand that rested on my waist suddenly came to life. He pulled my waist, pressing me firmly up against him. His face came closer to mine. My heart began to pound in my chest. Excitement and anxiety surged through my body. Maybe my feelings for him were stronger than I'd thought. We had so much history. It made sense. He was kind and caring towards me. I could see myself developing something for him. Why else would I be ok being so close to him or have suggested we shared a bed, right?

His lips finally brushed mine. I gasped slightly, pushing my lips against his hard. We fought each other for control with our kisses as his hand tightened on my waist. I could feel his pants tighten as my hips drew against his. His hand wondered my side, down my shift towards my ass. My mouth explored his.

I pushed him onto his back, climbing onto him. His hands returned to my waist as his lips pressed against mine, begging for me. I broke our kisses and sat up. My naked core hovered over his waist.

"Ye make me crazy, woman." He gasped, looking me over. My shift didn't hide much from the eye. "Can I?" He motioned towards the tie of my shift that rested between my breasts. I nodded, allowing one of his hands to pull the string. His hand hovered over my breast as he waited for my approval, which I gave. At this moment, I burned for him. I wanted him on me, in me. I wanted everything he had to give me.

His hand found my breast quickly before he pulled me down to kiss him again. After moments of kissing and playing with my breast, he sat up, moving his mouth to my breasts. I pulled the shift off of me, exposing my whole body to the cold morning air. His kissing along my body paused as he looked my whole body over. His hands explored my back, finding the scars of the lashes I'd been given. He gave no indication that it bothered him.

He flipped me over onto my back, hovering over me and kissing down my neck and chest towards my core. His blue eyes looked up at mine for approval, again it was given.

Kaeden's mouth kissed along my inner thigh before finding my wet core. He was making me crazy. His tongue flicked over my bud rapidly, sending moans out of my mouth. He dipped in and out, sucking up anything I had to give him. His hands grabbed my hips and pulled me onto his face further. I gasped as the pressure and warmth built in my core.

"Kae-" I gasped, twisting on the bed. My back arched as his mouth played with me more. He stopped short of my orgasm, making me groan. "Kaeden." I groaned, annoyed by his sudden stop. His eyes flickered up to me.

"Now ye know how I've been feeling for the past few months." He teased. Kaeden undid his pants and looked at me once again. I nodded in agreement as he climbed over me. His mouth kissed along my neck.

"We can stop whenever ye say." He whispered into my ear, grinding his tip against my wet core. I groaned, pushing myself down, trying to get him in me. He laughed, grinding more.

"Please, Kae-" I gasped, suddenly he pushed into me. He filled me very quickly. His full girth stretched me slightly as he sunk deeper into me. He slowly thrust in and out, sucking my neck. I moaned in pleasure as the pressure started to build again. He was gentle, but rough.

He moaned, quickening his pace. Kaeden's groan made my spine tingle. It was deep and animalistic. I arched my back as the pressure within me released in pleasure. I moaned loudly into his ear as he finished as well, filling me more. He sat within me, kissing along my neck back to my mouth. We gave each
other some more sloppy kisses, before he removed himself from me and rolled onto the bed next to me. His arms opened for me to pull back into his arms.

I did. I don't know why. I wanted his warmth or safety. One of his hands traced the scars on my back.

"Go ahead. Ask. You want to." I muttered, playing with the hair on his chest.

"These are from the ones they gave you on the ship?" He questioned, kissing the top of my head.

"Yes. And the ones on my arms are from the ropes and such on the ship. Some are from skirmish's we got into with other boats. My hands are rough and scarred from the fires of blacksmithing. I have a scar on my thigh from where a man once stabbed me." I paused for a breath.

"Ye have a lot of scars, aye?" Kaeden ran his fingers up and down my back, rubbing my back.

"Yes. Maybe more than you." I laughed.

"Aye." He kissed my head again. "Are ye ok with what we just did?" He questioned.

"Yes." I finally looked up at him, pulling my naked body against him. "Very ok." I smiled.

"I've been wanting to do that since I saw ye in the market."

"That was a year and a few months ago..." I gasped.

"Aye. I've loved ye since we were but bairns." Kaeden's eyes softened. I didn't know how to respond besides laying my head against his chest. His hands rubbed my back a little longer before he released me.

"It's about time for me to get up. Breakfast will be at the big house if ye want something to eat." I let him go from my grasp before grabbing my shift. I put it on then crawled from the bed. He was getting dressed into new clothes. I pulled pants and a new tunic from my bag, and put them on. I folded my skirts and corset from the night before, leaving them for Kaeden to return to Ivy later. Kaeden walked towards me and kissed my forehead before leaving his home without a word.