Eva's Sins.

EPILOGUE

  I always wondered why „Eva's sins," just as others always asked me why did I choose this name for the first book I decided to write. But... each time I didn't know what to answer my friends or myself. Eventually, while writing this last chapter of the first volume of the book, I realized what message did I try to send through the written lines by me - my forgotten feelings, my imaginary world, or maybe just dreams about good love and not only one that often breaks into pieces when feelings are gone somewhere.

  And... I'm sure that not only I found myself in many events written in this book, but you also, my reader, the one who stood by my side while reading what I've written, undoubtedly from the heart. And... even if I never lived such pain as the one described in this book, for I had a mother who always supported me when I needed and who I must say thank you for everything she did to me in these 30 years of my life, yet, I often managed to identify with the main character, just as Eva Stonebridge did while reading her favorite novels, suffering with them while dreaming about happiness.

  Then I understood that the „sins" about which I wrote in this book are only a few of those many which women live in their life even if each of us understands this in his way and lives it also in a particular manner. But is „Eva's Sins" only for women? I don't think so. Actually, I'm sure that it isn't so, for just as women suffer a lot because of love and betrayal, there are men who at least once in their life cried like Brian Beneath when he lost his beloved woman and when he understood that his love escaped through his fingers just as the dried sand taken in someone's palm on a sunny beach, abundantly bathed by the sun; that it has been someone who identified himself with Stan, the one who dreamt about a family, a warm meal, and happiness, who always fought to have them, keeping his heart pure and suffering a lot losing a parent, just like Brian and Stan did when Bardain vanished somewhere.

  And... there are also those Beth who cared a lot about a friend, for who they have been capable to face the whole world only to be by her side, even if that friend betrayed them eventually or left them behind. But undoubtedly they found a Mrs. Huntington, who shared her wisdom with them, for even though she also had a lot of sins, her grey flakes seen in her hair made her be someone to care about and who cares about you a lot, for in old ages life becomes a philosopher, one with a lot of wise theories about the world and how one should live his life in fact.

  That's why, dear reader, love when you can do that, be happy when you have your family by your side and have good friends always ready to help you. Just... simply live your life and, if someone wants to leave you behind, just leave him to go, turn your back on him and be happy, and never care about why did he go, for... it just means that that person was just a „traveler," one who fulfilled his mission in your life, that one of teaching you about life, being that good teacher who showed you a lot of good things and who, eventually, like a secret agent, is vanishing somewhere without saying at least „goodbye" to you and this just because he has nothing else to say to you. So... leave him to go to find new missions while you'll live your life and if this life wants us to have some sins on your soul then you should be ok with this, for if your heart is strong, it can face everything and make from sins good lessons taught in this life. That's why... keep your head up, your heart clean, the smile always on your lips, and be yourself... this is what matters in the end.