𝓗𝓮𝓪𝓻𝓽𝓫𝓻𝓸𝓴𝓮𝓷

Ch.40

Decided to just gon and update... bye🏃🏾‍♀️💨

Messiah POV

1 month later

"Come on ma ma, stop cryin".

JuJu was cryin nonstop but I wasn't tryna wake Journey up since she basically been wit them every second since we brung em home a month ago.

I tried everything but she wouldn't stop cryin, ion know why she bein so difficult this mornin.

I heard small footsteps before Santana and Ren walked down the stairs and into the livin room.

"Why you make sissy cry"?

Santana asked foldin her arms and tappin her lil foot.

"Girl get out my face. Sissy made herself cry and she won't stop".

I sat down grabbin her pacifier tryna put it in her mouth but she was fightin hard as shit.

"Why you actin out this mornin"?

Ren took the pacifier out my hand lookin at it then lookin at me.

"Journey said she only likes the one you bought her, remember"?

She tapped my head then walked out and shortly returned with the one I bought.

She gave it to her and she instantly stopped cryin and was all giggles makin me laugh.

"Preciate it babygirl".

"Y'all hungry"?

"I know it's food in the house, but can we order something"?

Ren said makin me laugh and nod.

"Yeah, I gotchu. What we eatin"?

They both shrugged makin me stale face them.

I pulled out my phone to order somethin but got a call from Sincere.

I answered knowin she most likely was just checkin on them.

"Before you say sumn, I'm bout to feed em right now".

"No I wasn't- that's not why I called".

She sounded like she been cryin and she was whisperin a lil bit.

I got up to walk in the kitchen and looked back.

"Ren, make sure babyboy don't fall".

"Ok".

She replied sittin on the floor in front of a sleepin Chai makin me smile then went back to the phone call.

"Wassup"?

"Um... I know y'all are busy with the babies but could you keep them for a few more days".

"Wha"-

"Please Messiah? I don't want them here right now".

"You know I'll keep 'em for however long and whenever, but what the hell goin on right now"?

"I really just need some time".

"To do what Sincere"?

"Stop asking so many questions, can you keep them please"?

"Yes I can, but Sin"-

"Thank you Messiah".

She then hung up makin me scrunch my face at the phone.

I no longer had love for Sincere herself but I was protective of the part of her that was the mother of my child.