Outcast (adopted by YUNGBLUD book 1)

Razor Blades

Dom's POV

I sighed in relief as they ate the whole pizza and then threw away the crust.

"How can you not eat the crust, it's like the best part?" I asked while giggling.

"Not from Dominos it isn't," they chuckled.

"Do you wanna do something cause the bus still isn't moving and they won't leave if we're not on."

"Umm sure," they replied.

I grabbed their hand out of instinct and then we walked out of my bus and to... somewhere?

Ooh there's a playground! I basically dragged Mars along with me as I ran over there.

"Why are you running!?"

I laughed and then slowed down so they could keep up and then we  made it to the playground. It had a few slides, those weird creatures on springs, monkey bars, and swings. I ran over to the swings along with Mars.

Half an hour later, we're still swinging while talking about random things until I got a text from the bus driver saying that we need to head back.

"Mars, we need head back to the bus now."

They nodded and then we walked back and sat on the couch. Well, more like Mars was using me as a couch.

Mars' POV

*self harm*

I'm not one hundred percent certain if I should do what I'm thinking but I'm going to anyways.

"I'm gonna use the bathroom, be right back," I told Dom before getting up and walking to the restroom. I found razor blades under the sink and then sat on the toilet.

I slowly moved the blade closer and closer to my wrist until it finally came in contact with my skin. I pushed the blade in further until I saw that crimson red color I was looking for and the sting that came with it.

I quickly put the blade back and then used toilet paper to wipe away the blood until it stopped bleeding. I pulled my sleeve over the now closed wound and then stepped out of the bathroom and walked back to the couch where Dom was on his phone.

"Mars?" Dom asked.

"Yes?"

"Please tell me you didn't do it," he said with tears already in his eyes.

How did he know? Was I too loud or too quiet? Is it because I didn't flush the toilet?

"Show me your wrists," he said sternly.

"Dom-"

He grabbed my arms and pulled both of the sleeves up. Only when he saw the wound that was bleeding again did he finally let his tears out.

"Mars..."

"I know, I'm sorry I don't know why I did it just drop me on the side of the road where I belong!"

His eyes went wide.

Oh no, I shouldn't have said that. He's done so much for me but I just HAD to go and bring a razor to my wrist.

"Come here," he finally said as he made room for me to sit in his lap. I did as told, not wanting him to be more angry than he already is.

"Mars, I would never just leave you. I've said how much I love you and I'll say it as many times that I have to until you believe me, okay?"

I nodded.

"Okay, do you want me to do something, even if that means I have to stop the driver and take you to the Parx boys?"

"Can you sing me a song?" It was the only thing I thought of.

"Sure," he smiled.

He hummed the music to Waiting on the Weekend before singing. I noticed that he changed the pronouns to they instead of she and I smiled.

"Can you promise me that you'll tell me whenever you feel like you... wanna do that again," he asked after he finished singing.

"Promise."

I don't know how I'd keep that promise but I'm going to try my best.

"Alright well it's getting late so do you wanna head to bed?"

"Yeah but can I sleep in your bunk?" I don't think sleeping alone is a very good idea. Especially tonight.

He nodded and we got up and walked to his bunk. (My wound stopped bleeding again thankfully)

Dom got in first and I went in his arms like always.

"I luv ya," Dom smiled.

"Luv ya too."

"Hey don't mock my accent," he laughed.

"Is it possible that I could develop an accent after spending so much time with you?"

"I mean my fans pretend to have an accent like me so probably," he chuckled.

I smiled and cuddled more into his arms until I eventually fell asleep.

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Kill Somebody was blaring in my ears while I was writing this so, sorry if it's a little dark

There's going to be a big time skip next chapter, just warning ya

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