Outcast (adopted by YUNGBLUD book 1)

Mars

This whole chapter will be in Mars' POV

I woke up to the sound of the alarm on my phone ringing. I looked at the screen to turn it off and almost fell out of my bed from excitement.

Today is the day that I plan on coming out to my parents! I've known for a while now that I'm not a girl like I thought when I was born so I identify as agender. I also have found out that I am bisexual. I just hope that my family will understand me. I have a rather small fam, just me and my parents along with a moody older sis.

But, I wouldn't have been able to find myself without my idol, YUNGBLUD. Dom taught me what it means to be well, me. All of the Black Hearts makes me feel welcome to just be myself with no problems or regrets.

I begged my mom one time to take me to one of Dom's concerts and she was not a fan. She said that he was weird because he wore dresses and that his music sucks and I would have defended him but I didn't feel like getting into an argument over something stupid.

So, I moved on.

Anyways, here I am. Currently I'm picking an outfit for the day ahead. We weren't doing anything special today so I just went with black jean shorts with a white and black tie dyed shirt.

I sorted out my hair and then brushed my teeth before walking downstairs with an extra pep in my step because of how excited I was about well, you know.

My sister, Autumn, was still in her room and dad was on the couch watching tv.

"Hey dad!" I smiled.

He looked at me and said good morning before turning his attention back to the tv.

I decided to make Eggos for myself so I took them out of the freezer and put two in the toaster, waited for them to be cooked, and then began eating them and watching tv which had the news on.

Autumn came downstairs by the time I finished eating and made herself cereal for breakfast.

I threw my plate away and then sat down on the couch with dad and continued to watch the news. Apparently there was a pride walk with celebrities like Zendaya, Emma Watson, Chris Evans, and a few more that attended it.

Dad groaned and changed the channel to something else and then mom came out of her and Dad's bedroom and sat next to me on the couch.

"Hey... umm... guys I have something important to tell you...," I mumbled.

I couldn't tell if I should be excited or scared to tell them but I think I'm leaning more on the scared side.

"Yes dearie?" Mom asked.

"...Umm...I-I'm... bisexual, and umm I'm...also agender which means that I don't have a gender, not a boy, not a girl." I looked around to see their faces but I couldn't read them. They looked confused and mad, but sad at the same time.

"I just wanted to let you guys know..." I added.

⚠️trigger warning ⚠️ abuse and homophobia

"Mars... we will not tolerate anyone who is a fag... not even you," mom sneered before dad punched me in the gut.

I was so confused and hurt. I thought that they would understand. I thought they would be proud I told them... I thought that they'd accept me.

Autumn slapped me in the cheek and kicked me to the ground and dad repeatedly kicked me in the back and side while I was sobbing on the ground. What was I going to do if my family hated me. I'm still a minor, no relatives, and I only have a few dollars that will pay for a happy meal from McDonald's, that's about it.

The people that I thought loved and cared for me were now punching me in the face and wouldn't stop. I tried to fight back but I was too weak for all three of them.

I couldn't defend myself against my own family...

*later*

I slowly crept up the stairs and whimpered every time my foot came in contact with the ground from how bad it hurt. My face was now all messed up. I had cuts and bruises everywhere, a sprained ankle, and a bloody nose.

By the time I finally made it up the stairs I slumped to my room and grabbed my mini med kit I kept in my drawer. I tried my best to treat my wounds. My nose stopped bleeding a while ago and I tried to disinfect it as much as possible.

I grabbed an ice pack earlier and put it on my ankle and it felt a little better but still hurt like hell.

All of this was caused by my own family. Well at least that's what they used to be. Now they're like burdens I've just been living with my whole life. I'm planning on packing a bag with all of my necessary supplies like clothes, med kit, phone, charger, money, and some food. I don't want to spend any more time here then I have to. Whenever my ankle heals I'm gonna sneak out of the house with my stuff and hopefully find a place to stay.

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Hii! I hope u like this first chapter. Pls comment I would love to read them and I'll reply to as much as I can.

I'm really really sorry if there's any mistypes btw but I looked over this chapter a lot so there shouldn't be many of them

Umm I don't really have anything else to say so uhh

Yeah

Byeee ✌️