Leave My Heart Out Of This // Shawn Mendes and Hayes Grier

Chapter 6

~Cara's POV~

We arrived to Jackson's house a little after ten, fashionabley late I guess.

We stepped out of Jack's car and yet again, he took hold of my hand. I could feel my heart racing and my cheeks become flushed, but it was dark, so I don't think he could see me.

When we entered the house I could instantly smell alcohol and weed.

ew.

I saw Jackie back in the corner, with a red cup in her hand surrounded by a few seniors. Goooo Jackie.

I guess she saw me cause she waved at me. I didn't wave back, I just winked, which caused her to giggle.

"I'm gonna go get a drink. Do you want anything?" Jack asked me, turning my attention back to him. I shook my head, "No I'm okay, but maybe a bottled water?" He let go of my hand and smiled, "Sure, I'll be right back beautiful." He kissed my cheek and proceeded into the kitchen.

I couldn't see KC and Logan anywhere, so I decided to text them.

Me- where r u guys?

KayC🐰- decided to watch Netflix and order pizza.

Reid💸- (A/N Reid is his last name, Logan Reid). And FUCK.

KayC🐰- that was not part of the original plan.

Me- oh.

Reid💸- nah I'm kidding, but yeah, just decided not 2 come.

Me- okay cool, let's hang out tomorrow, kay?

KayC🐰- sure.

Reid💸- k

I look back up to see Jack walking towards me with a red solo cup (A/N I fill you up, LETS HAVE A PARTY, LETS HAVE A PARTY) in one hand, and a bottle of water in the other.

"Here you go princess." That made me think of Shawn. He ALWAYS called me princess. But anyways,

"Thank you, Jack."

"No problem." We sat down on the couch for a while and just got to know each other a little bit more, and Jack seemed like a really nice guy. I don't know why everyone always spoke so negative about him.

At about 11:30 I stood up to go to the bathroom when I saw Jackie grinding on this senior, I think his name was Cameron. Maybe it was Christopher, I don't know. I watched for a few seconds before he whispered something in her ear and she nodded, he took her hand and led her upstairs.

JACKIE YOU SAVAGE.

I smiled and proceeded to the bathroom, I didn't actually have to go, I just wanted to see how I looked.

My make up was fine, but my hair was a little flat. I shook it and then I was good to go.

As I was leaving I was stopped by someone. Luckily it was Jack.

"Hey." I said looking up at him and smiling, "Hey sexy."

I could smell alcohol in his breath, I knew he had a few drinks, but he must have downed a few while I was in the bathroom.

"Cara, you're so fucking hot," he said biting his lip, "and I just wanna.." he trailed off before connecting his lips to mine.

There was no passion, it was all lust and aggression. But I didn't mind, I was sucking faces with Jack Gilinsky, and I wasn't gonna stop.

After about three minutes of making out Jack took my hand and led my upstairs, I think I knew what was about to happen, but I was in such a haze my body wasn't letting me do anything about it.

We opened the second door down as nobody was in it, so Jack led me inside and closed the door behind him, being sure to lock it.

He sat me down on the bed, sitting next to me, as he reconnected our lips, his tongue asking for entrance, I granted it. At first it was a little weird, but then I got into it.

After a little less than a minute he started rubbing my inner thigh, getting higher and higher each second.

He layed me down, as to where he was on top, deepening the kiss.

I was feeling feisty so I grabbed to collar of his shirt and shoved him down onto the bed, so I was straddling him. I leaned down to kiss him again as he started moving his hands to my hips.

I got this weird feeling, but I shook it off, thinking I was just horny or something.

Soon his hands moved up to my waist, underneath my shirt, then back down to the hem of my shirt, like he was about to take it off.

The feeling continued to build up, I kept ignoring it. Maybe this was just how people felt before they had sex. I didn't know.

My shirt had come off, his as well, and now we were having a very heated make out session.. with no shirts on.

He then grabbed my ass, and started rubbing my thighs again.

The feeling bubbled up, and I wasn't able to control it. This awful, terrifying feeling.

I instantly pulled away from Jack and collapsed to the floor. "Cara? Cara are you alright?" He got off the bed and knelt down beside me.

I covered my ears with my hands and curled up into a ball, sobbing uncontrollably.

"Cara, CARA?!" He didn't know what was happening. I never told him anything about my past. Of course he wouldn't know.

"Sh-Shawn." I mumbled.

"Shawn?" he questioned.

"Get Sh-Shawn. N-now."

He stood up and ran out the door, a few seconds later he reappeared with a worried Shawn standing right behind him.

Shawn raced down by my side, he pulled me onto his lap and started rocking me back and forth.

"Shh, princess. I'm here. it's okay. shh."

Of course it didn't help. I couldn't just calm down. I was reminded of my past. My father.

I didn't know how to control it. I was terrified.

"Little darling, it's been a long cold lonely winter," he started singing softly, "Little darling, it feels like years since its been here. Here comes the sun, here comes the sun and I say, it's all right." He knew I loved the Beatles, this song was one of my favorites. "Little darling, the smiles returning to the faces, Little darling, it seems like years since its been here. Here comes the sun, here comes the sun and I say, it's all right."

I stopped crying by them. I just couldn't breathe very well, and I was still very scared.

"Princess, just go to sleep. I'll be right here. Just go to sleep.. I'll always be here."

He continued to rock me until I eventually fell asleep.

I woke up the next morning at Shawn's house, in his bed with one of his T-Shirt on. I stood up and walked into the kitchen, he was eating a muffin.

"Hey Cara." he said as he stood up and gave me hug.

"Hey Shawn, thank you for last night, I didn't kn-"

"Shush. You didn't do anything. it's okay. I'm always going to be here. Want a muffin?"

I laughed and kissed his cheek, "Of course I do."