A relationship between two people is already hard enough no matter how much they love each other, what about when there are seven people involved? Can seven men with very different personalities make a relationship with all seven work? BTS AU FF wit...
TaeHyung had to get up early and head to the company with JungKook and JiMin so he had woken up HoSeok to let him know when he left. HoSeok kissed him goodbye and told him he'd see him later and then rolled over and entangled himself with YoonGi who was still sleeping peacefully. It has been too long since any of them had been able to spend any real time with YoonGi so he just wanted to soak up as much of this time as he could.
He gently ran his fingers along YoonGi's cheek and down his neck. YoonGi's eyes fluttered open. "You okay?" YoonGi croaked out, his voice deep and raspy from just waking up. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to wake you." HoSeok mumbled out. YoonGi sighed, pulling HoSeok in close. "What's wrong Hoba?" YoonGi asked softly.
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"You were distant and I know you weren't feeling well part of that time but we were worried about you. I was worried about you. Tae and I really enjoyed last night and it really made me happy that you are trying to open up more. I just don't understand why you were pushing us away." HoSeok spoke honestly as YoonGi laid with his arm wrapped around him. YoonGi sighed, "I know. I am sorry about that. After things with Kookie I felt like everything I was doing was wrong. I didn't want to say or do the wrong thing and cause tension or a fight. I was also hurt. He so easily thought I would cheat on you guys. I..." YoonGi's voice got softer, he swallowed the lump in his throat and buried his head into the crook of HoSeok's neck.
HoSeok placed his hand along the side of YoonGi's head, caressing his hair. "You have everything right to be hurt. JK was in the wrong. Have you talked to him since? I mean really talked to him." HoSeok gently asked. *sigh* "Not really. Honestly I'm afraid I'll get angry. I don't want to get angry. I feel like I have no control of my emotions lately and that scares me." Hearing YoonGi be so honest with him made him happy but he was also concerned about what YoonGi had just told him. "You feel out of control?" HoSeok asked softly.
"I don't know how to explain it." YoonGi's voice went soft. "Hey its okay. I just want to help. I'm here for you, okay?" HoSeok whispered before he gently kissed YoonGi's lips. "I guess I just feel like some things bother me more than they should and I don't always know how to handle it." YoonGi spoke up, his voice shaky. "When you feel that way why don't you come talk to me or any one of the guys? We can help you work through it. You're not alone Gi." HoSeok said looking YoonGi in the eyes as he spoke then placed another kiss on his lips.
"He still has it Hoba." YoonGi whispered sounding defeated. "Who still has what?" HoSeok questioned. "JungKookie..." YoonGi breathed out. "He took back the choker he gave me. He hasn't given it back. Does he not want me anymore?" YoonGi's voice was shaky and there was a desperation for an answer. HoSeok ran his fingers through YoonGi's hair. "Talk to him Gi." HoSeok gently spoke.
There was a clearing of someone's throat that had the two whip their haeds towards the sound. "Sorry. I wasn't trying to ease drop on the conversation. The door was left open and I was actually going to ask Hobi if he knew where you were YoonGi-ah." NamJoon spoke softly. Both YoonGi and HoSeok sat up in bed. YoonGi quickly looking down at his hands in his lap. "Hobi is right. Just talk to him." NamJoon spoke gently with a small smile seeing that YoonGi was really trying to connect with them after he had recently been distant. YoonGi nodded slowly, agreeing.
"Did you need me for something Joon-ah?" YoonGi questioned, his voice low and raspy from not having been up for too long. "I could use your help at the studio with a couple songs." NamJoon spoke hoping he would be able to spend some time with the boyfriend he has been missing lately. "Of course Joon-ah. When do you want to leave?" "When ever you're ready to go. I'm good to go." NamJoon smiled, his dimples starting to show. YoonGi smiled. "Okay. I'll just get changed and then we can leave." YoonGi replied getting up from HoSeok's bed, leaning over and kissing him on the lips. "Thank you for last night and the conversation." YoonGi spoke into HoSeok's ear as he caressed his cheek. "Of course YoonGi-ah. Anytime." HoSeok replied with a bright smile causing YoonGi to smile a little wider.
-NamJoon's Studio-
"This is a great start Joon-ah. Maybe try having Jinie sing the second chorus. He's worked hard on his vocals and I feel like they aren't used enough." YoonGi was leaned back on the sofa in NamJoon's studio listening to a song he had been working on. "Okay, I'll get him to come in and record it tomorrow and see how it sounds. Thanks." NamJoon replied smiling.
NamJoon was a little nervous but they all had talked and they felt like they had been letting YoonGi and themselves down by not talking to each other and YoonGi distancing himself. 'Here goes.' He thought as he took a deep breath and then started. "I've missed you YoonGi-ah." YoonGi's eyes widened in shock. "What do you mean?" He asked, his voice low and his eyes now looking at his hands in his lap. "You've been kind of distant and I'm not really sure why. I know things have been rough between you and JK but... What about us?" NamJoon asked softly, watching YoonGi's facial expressions, trying to read him.
YoonGi started wringing his hands in his lap. "I... I'm a terrible boyfriend, huh?" He sounded defeated. "What? No. I just wanted to talk and see if there was anything I can help with." NamJoon replied. After seeing that YoonGi had spent time with HoSeok and TaeHyung and obviously he overheard them talking this morning but he only heard the end of their conversation so he was hoping YoonGi would open up to him too. "Joon-ah I love you guys and I know I've been distant I just... I've been confused and I felt lost. I didn't know how to explain anything so I was trying to figure out my own shit." "YoonGi-ah, even if you don't understand yourself just know that you can always talk to me. Maybe talking it out will help bring clarity." NamJoon suggested.
NamJoon moved to the sofa, sitting next YoonGi, no space between them, he reached over and interlaced their fingers together. "I'm here for you always." NamJoon whispered. YoonGi looked up into his eyes. "Thank you." YoonGi whispered back before leaning over and pressing his lips to NamJoon's. It had been too long though and NamJoon wanted more so he quickly deepend the kiss, bringing his hand up and caressing his cheek and neck. It wasn't long and NamJoon was hovering over the top of YoonGi and they're kissing passionately, leaving trails of open mouth kisses along each others necks and collarbones.
