changbin
it hurts him to have you so close yet farther from him
wonders how and when it started
re-lives the time of your relationship in his mind when everything was perfect
thinks about where he could've gone wrong for you to drift from him
visibly broken; his dark circles are unusually dark, his appetite going haywire, his concentration unable to go two feet away from you.
his heart shatters when he sees that you're living just fine without him while he finds himself breaking apart without you
"i miss being with you so much, love."
hyunjin
cries himself to sleep on several nights from the painful hollowness piercing his chest caused from your missing presence
disappointed at how things turned out even though he always believed in your bond
tries to accept that there's nothing that can fix things from getting worse. so he tries living normally without you. but at the same time, he fails miserably and is confused as to how he's gonna be able to lead a life that doesnt have you in it.
it hurts him to have fragments of you which make it hard to let go. he'd rather completely erase you from his life than hold something that he lost.
"can't things just go back to how they were ?"
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